V3n's Littl3 Sky

somehow..

2011-03-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

somehow, i understand,
somehow, i have immune,
somehow, i felt strange,
somehow, i knew sth happened,
somehow, i still feel sad...

my wish

2011-03-14T02:25:00.003+08:00

i wonder why, i always like to stay awake while im so sleepy at nite... =.=''' lalala~ btw.. started new sem 2 weeks ago. hope 3rd week will b ok. buddha bless me pls. and hope every1 will get wat they wished for in life, tats my wish for today =) tata

以前

2011-01-02T02:36:00.002+08:00

突然，我望着你们，忽然觉得。。。说不出的感觉。我记得。。不是酱的。不应该酱的。好想好想找回那通往以前的道路，慢慢的找回那些失去的东西，去找回变酱的原因。我真的真的很不明白。。为什么。。你们已不像从前了。已忘了这是几时的事，我突然之间觉得好可怕。。那个以前的你们呢？我好想再像以前那样。。。

nonsense

2010-12-13T01:04:00.005+08:00

Listening to music, and all i can hear is just the lyrics. And i wonder, some ppl just cant stand listening to a same song over and over again throughout the night. But i did, 3 hours listening to the same song is my best record. lol. But of course, after that 3 hours, until now, maybe 1 month plus, i never open tat song and listen to it, nt even once :P

Somehow, i feel like i have changed jor... *the body fat that keep on incresing*
and somehow, i feel like i didnt change alot... *the weight values that shown on the weighting machine* :)

That is 1 true thing that im 100% sure that haven change in my mind...! *how much i love my little bed!*

Maybe i did mention before, but somebody told me, ppl are afraid of the increment of body fat, but if weight that shown on the weighting machine, stil the same, then there will be no improvement. Ppl must always improve themselves, but it doesnt mean that the love for their bed would be changing. you are still urself.

hmmm, somehow, my nonsense make a little sense.. if it doesnt make sense to u, thn u may wan to try thinking the things in the opposite way.

and i admit, the korean drama subtitle did drive me abit crazy. Why is their subtitle appears to b so confusing. Until it made me think too much.. anyway, 1 last episode to chase. ciao

what ending...

2010-12-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

ITS HOLIDAY! peace~ love it love it ^^ at least i no need to worry bout many things, though they are stil exist. but i will just throw them far far away from my planet! muahaha! planet of freedom and peace!

same, there are stil many things that i have planned to do during my holiday. AGAIN! i dun think they will b completed though! at least... not for today? =) drama chasing is very syok! XD they are right, 我的女友是九尾狐is reli a nice drama. sad =( but sometime sweet! love it.

but still feel very sad that the boy treated her like tat. sob. u guys can try watch abit if u interested. the modern version of little mermaid. love the phrase that said by the male actor, "不会消失的，会幸福的，过得很好很好，不要听别人说的，我说的对，所以你就相信我的话。 ” sweet!! ><

well, watch till half. another half to go. i reli hope it will b a happy ending!

bye bye bye

2010-11-22T22:23:00.003+08:00

This sem is going to come to an end soon. =) somehow felt abit relieved, while there is still 1 more paper is waiting for me!! oh well, bye bye, i hope to say gd bye to all things i hate bout myself, and those hatred exams. and Helo holiday! in advance..

i miss thr..

2010-10-31T23:22:00.003+08:00

The most hatred week has come. i ignored too many things. how will tis end? i wonder, whr is the little place tat i used to be? i miss thr..

2010-10-27T22:54:00.003+08:00

mood can be many type, then, wat should i name the mood of feel like smiling frm the bottom of heart. I felt grateful that i stil can smile and forget. just satisfied, cuz im full now, haha~ u guys are right. this is me. omg! a mosquito juz came into my room! sei mosquito! @#$%&*!!! sleepy eyes, i guess i will type watever i thought of from here. hmmmm....

ok, conclusion, u cant think of anything when u r sleepy. and tis will end my post for today? yup~ but, do u guys ever feel that, there are tons of words that u would like to keep them to urself. of coz, thats wat u feel good bout, cuz if u say it out, it wasnt tat gd already. so i will name it as things kept for my heart. =)

another conclusion, u will say nonsense when u r sleepy.

got times where i would like myself to be a psychologist, then i can understand what am i thinking of. =)

And same thing, im just too lazy. hope u guys have a nice day.

过分

2010-10-23T01:00:00.001+08:00

我做人有时很过分。。。

2010-10-03T23:43:00.001+08:00

This is how it is, and tis is how it suppose to be. and i choose to face it. this time. how long can this spirit last? jia yous.

laz...

2010-10-03T01:26:00.001+08:00

i become lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy..... infinity

gave up

2010-09-17T00:53:00.002+08:00

i gave up, juz let me have a gd nite sleep.
i gave up. let me do my work tmr, for tis time.
i gave up. line is just too slow for me to load anything.
i gave up. now im SUPER TIRED!

But there are stil things that i never wanna give up.
Those are things inside my heart.
i will keep them, and stay alive while i can.

i wonder, is keeping urself awake when u r very sleep a sign of insomnia?
hmmm.... ok, i gave up for now.. (only)

it's my life

2010-09-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
And I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

*****************************************
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life
*****************************************

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my live

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't break, don't break, baby, don't break down

******

bo title~

2010-09-14T17:23:00.002+08:00

Something that i realised. Things that u think it is correct, at times, mayb it isnt. Thing should be done the other way round sometimes. hmmm... yup =)

Happy to get 1 of my tis sem to play list done. And next mayb badminton or basketball!! wheee~~ but until when i can play tat? =.= it is still an unknown. Well~ just wait.

today isnt a really gd day for me, but better than sunday. i just need some rest mayb. yay!! REST! and ciao~~ =)

eyes and lens

2010-09-12T18:34:00.004+08:00

Actually, there are always colors which diffirent from actual appearing in photos.
and photos are juz the thing tat lock the scene
but not the moment.

so at times, i juz prefer to feel and look it by my own real eyes.
so, there is memories that locked somewhr in my heart.
somewhr..... =)

i think, i will use tis post as my start of everyday blogging habbit.
mayb nt everyday.. but.. frequent? cheers.

累了。。。

2010-09-12T02:31:00.001+08:00

很累，到底怎样才是对的。很累，真的很累。。。

I juz love it

2010-08-17T23:31:00.001+08:00

This is the song lyrics that i recently fall in love to. enjoy. =)

你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

2010-07-15T02:45:00.002+08:00

其实，我觉得我错过了很多。但我也不明白，假如当时，我应怎样做才对。已经，迟了。已经过了。未来，我也不知要用怎样的态度和心情来面对全部的事情了。在这车站，要到哪个方向，那里才是对的？当你知道，你不能一直做出对的选择，而你也不懂该怎么好时，你会怎么辦？我其实，已被遗忘在某一站了。。。原来，这站。。没人啊。。

Like the wind love the leave....

2010-05-29T12:21:00.004+08:00

i like to wake up and see my bear's face, it is as if sayin gd morning to me =)
i hate to wake up to look for my phone, it is as if keeps on scolding me from nowhere.
sigh, snooze is reli killing ppl.

i still like the way im, though u said that im childish. but i dun care, cuz i know, i will surely regret if i change myself NOW but somehow... hahaha!
there is more and more time for u to learn, but there is less and less time for u to fall.
and i suddenly wanna sing.... give me more and more and more, lalala more and more and more~

i just wonder, why people can be so ____ at times.. use ur imagination on the blank. any adjective u can think of may suit my answer for now.

and u noe wat? im just being lame here. at my own space.

my mid nite time again, peace~

2010-05-28T03:56:00.002+08:00

nite wif music, a place waiting me to sleep on and frens hu oledi fall asleep. every1 is asleep, i just enjoy staying awake at mid nite. but... things need to do is not wat i wan for tonite =.= sigh, until when, i can enjoy like this? not long not long, exam is going to come soon. and saw somebody posted the "exam count down day" on fb. oo... god.. why cant u just leave more time for me with those books? and this is the way im going to end my 1st year? and ya, im going to miss it very soon. as im missing my old times right now..

im just tired..oledi? morning will still come, so... helo on9 quiz~

Long helo

2010-05-12T23:40:00.004+08:00

It has been another long long time i havent visit here. This sem is my quite busy sem and quite emo sem i guess. Realised quite many things.. ahem, i mean facts actually. And i realised how reality is looks like as it sometimes reveals to me, although in a blury way but i still can feel it. I think, i have thought things in different ways at some time. Forever is nth, and everything u do now, please do enjoy it. reli. =)

I am just a simple girl with simple hopes. and i don't hope for extravavagant. I just hope that, i can everyday smile in sincere way, and say, how good that im still alive and being healthy. Throw everything bad far behind u. How nice rite?

Report have to do.. lol! cya

random post.. lala post.. lalalala

2010-01-10T16:23:00.002+08:00

i just wonder, how can my holiday passes so fast. well... suan le ba... im abit used to it already.. well.. went shopping and bought things that u wanted or u liked, is the most enjoyable moments, haha. and yup, i haven done enuf shopping yet. though my new year cloths have oledi been settled =P but the things tat i hate the most is packing things, and throwing things =.='' y cant i juz keep them all~ aww... another things tat i have done alot in my holiday was.. sleeping! haha! nice sleeping until u naturally wake up. i cant b like tis anymore aft skul reopen. sob..

actually, im now packing things in my room =.= juz feel like resting then i came here. hehe. ok.. hv to go =.=''' sob..

stupid me =.=

2009-12-16T22:05:00.002+08:00

holiday holiday holiday! 1/3 of my holiday has gone!! arrg!!! anyway. =.=''' cant help it, just let it be ba, muahaha. Lately i went to bukit bintang for shopping, and tat time, is my first time going back home frm such far place by monorail and ktm.. BY MYSELF! haha, quite proud of myself i din get lost durin the journey back home. but in fact, i have done some stupid things b4 i manage to get back home =.=''

oh ya oh ya, that time when i was on my way going to monorail station from bukit bintang, there were some boys giving out "advertisement material" (not sure wat it is) then aft he handed the cadvertisement paper into my hand, he asked me how old am i =.=''' i felt abit surprise by tis sudden question and then i answered his question:"20". He felt abit unbelieveable then he asked me back "ngam ngam 20?" and i answered "yea.. o.o" kakaka! i still looked young! so never say im oledi old hah! wakakakaka! but then he ask back his catalog =.=''' so bad, think most probably is for those teenagers de ba~ anyway~ im still feeling happy about it, muahahhaha!

okok, continue my story... then i went to buy my ticket at the ticket booth... a foreigner and her husband came and asked me how to go to the kl centre. Since i am not sure how to go there also, so i told them "maybe" is this direction and pointed the direction towards the train station for them. ok, after reading the sign board, then i headed towards the train station, and my "instint" telling that they are following me... ok, im lucky, once i reached the train station then the train have just arrived and is about to take off. so i hurried and went into tat train...

after 3 or 4 stations... i lifted my head and tried examine how many more station do i need to pass thru b4 i can reach kl centre... THEN!! I ONI REALISED I TOOK THE WRONG TRAIN!!! =.='''' that time i have 1 more station b4 i reach the last station which is titiwangsa... haha....... ORZ.... That time, the train was just about to close its door and i rush out of that train =.='' phew, luckily i din reach the last station... but then, i felt guilty to guide that husband and wife to the wrong train... sori T.T

it took me quite a long time to reach kl centre (last station on the left side)... =.='' after reaching kl centre, actually i dunno how to go ktm from monorail but i just simply follow the crowd... then after followed them for quite a long time, i started doubting whether they are going to ktm kl centre =.=''' then i walk back from a far place back to the monorail station and ask the guard... i found out actually im heading the correct direction if i keep on follow those crowd... and i need to walk back the same road to ktm station.... swt...

Aft buying the ticket, then i now became clever edi, i asked the guard there then oni i head to the correct train station... swt swt. then finally, i reached serdang station safe and sound.... =.=''''
-The 3nd-

till here first ba, will post things again soon =)

Life is like a game

2009-12-04T22:41:00.003+08:00

Life is like a game actually. I am not saying that im treating my life as games only, i meant the other way. In fact, u can actually treat game seriously or take it sloppily.

Same theory applies to life, u can take life sloppily or work hard on achieving sth. And actually, i think tat sometime life can be described as "Pet Society"(PS), a facebook game. when u r visiting ur fren in PS, u will earn money. and actualy, keep on repeating on visiting others is quite boring, so it can be described as working in real life. u always work for money, and eventually hv partner and mayb children then u will keep on working (include baby sitting, take care of children, housework, normal work to earn money). Then u will eventually leave this world one day.

And health is actually super very important, so when we r still young, we have to take care of it. Meaning of life? actually every1 is asking this question to themselves or even others. Mayb it is depends on ur ownselves. appreciate every moment..

heard that ppl like to drink alcohol when they are very sad. But just remember don't drink until too over. sometimes, reli enjoy drinking since it can make ppl happy. but i stil dun reli like its taste.

29th day of my holiday =.='''' arrrggg! it is already almost 1 month! but well.. haha... as usual, i havent do the things that i have planned to do in my holiday... =.='''' y it has to be like tis.

Sometimes i think things no need to be done so perfectly, if u think it is ok and enough already then no need to give urself so much stress. but of coz, it is a challenge if u wan all the things done perfectly by urself. hmmm... so sleepy... =.= ja first

No choice... =)

2009-11-26T16:00:00.002+08:00

Today is the 9th day i reach kl, hmmm, 13th day aft my exam, wow! it is very fast! why time can fly until so fast! now i only realised it is almost 2 weeks after my exam! half month! wow.. but anyway~ stil got 12 to 13 weeks of holidays~ lalalala~

Heard from 1 of my fren, he said his mood was affected by a post which posted by his fren. Actually i don't know a post can affect a person's mood. And sometimes i realise i always write moody post... sorry ya all ^^" because sometimes when im moody, and no1 else can listen to me, then i thought about here. that's why i said this is a place where i will vent out my feelings =) hope my post wont let ur mood down k. Think now should be ok abit since it is holiday.. hmm.. keep on hearing about complain by others about holiday is boring and so on. But i felt like i got alot of things to do and learn. Mayb im not tat smart. Some1 told me before, don't say urself stupid, if u do, then u r really a stupid person. then i will choose to say, im not tat smart then? i noe every1 have their special in themselves, hope i can find out sth special about myself too. The journey is still long for me to finally find out this. Hope it is not too long then. =)

Just watched an old hong kong drama series, it just started for not long in astro. Actually, i have stopped watching new hong kong drama series for a long long time. I found out that, hong kong drama nowadays always talk bout money, status, and keep on shooting each others, and i don't really like them actually. =( thats why i really rarely watch HK drama edi.

Although some of them are comdy, but still i prefer the old drama that i watched during my primary skul time. It really makes me laugh out loud ^^ Because of an old HK drama, i went to downloaded PPStream, i thought i can finally enjoy my drama without the "jaming" during the loading time, finally, i found tat drama in PPStream.. When i opened it and want to start watching it.. ARGGG! it is in chinese!! THEY TALKED IN CHINESE!! nothing can be worst than a HK DRAMA IS TALKED IN CHINESE!!!! ARRGGGGG!!! grrrrr... hate it, so i have to wait for each episode everyday in front of the astro... but luckily, i found a website to download its cantonese version.. but it is very slow if u compare it to PPStream... sigh... no choice, for emergency then... =.=

thought of playing maple story again, but "old sky" (convert urself into chinese pls..) don't let me to do so... and so... no choice... haha... then quite boring of listening to same songs from my computer everytime... but no choice, i not sure wat song to download since i always dunno a song's title after i listened to it.. got any song then oni intro me k? hehe~ oh, i used no choice quite "many" time today.. hmm, ok then, tis post name is "no choice" then~ =D

holiday~~~ ^^

2009-11-25T00:53:00.003+08:00

holiday holiday~ quite like holiday de~ now can juz relax.. read books, magazine, watch tv, play, on9 freely~ hehehe~ go shopping and buy things are also very good! yes! i love holiday!!! =D can do anything i like and watever i wan! muahahah! ok~ now play~ hehehhehe~ and ciao first~ kiki~

still same... things to be packed--->100%, things that have been packed--->0%!

2009-11-16T22:54:00.003+08:00

Today, 1 of my housemate finished her exam, so we decided to go to town to celebrate it. and again, tis is the third time i went to bintang mall for shopping and etc etc. haha.. but just don care la, we juz went thr for today too. not reli doin much thing, we went to take pictures in the digital camera shop, and it spent us about few hours thr? haha, never thought of the time would be so long. but still, we get our satisfied pic =D and lepak here lepak thr. all of us were actually quite tired. 1 of us never sleep ystd, another 2 of us keep going out for shopping for few days... haha..

finally, 1 of us "beh tahan edi" (cant stand anymore), so we just come back home by bus. it was actually evening when we riding bus to Curtin. Sun was setting, Like the scenery along the journey.. and felt like just want to stay on the bus and travel where ever it go, see-ing the passenger come up and down.. and just feel like wan to be as peace as tat time everyday. and ya, as 1 of my fren think, sometimes, i also think i love to be alone. for peace mayb?

but after reach home, it was no longer be peace anymore =.= the whole room of things were "staring" at me, as if they were saying.. "i need to be packed!" ARRGGG! and of coz, i just dun wan to face them. and till now, im still haven even lay 1 of my finger on them. hmmm... tonite will be an "unpeaceful" nite. tmr flight to kl =) but feeling are complicated now =.=''''

the start of holiday and the start of??

2009-11-15T21:49:00.004+08:00

This is already the second day aft i finished my exam =) and now.. hehe, juz woke up and haven even have my dinner yet.. i have to clear my food!! sob T.T and my room now! they dun let us to put our things in our room because we wont be paying any for it for the next 3 months... =.=''' swt.. still have to move things... arrgg!! but now dun even start packing, haha~ after cook i guess??
hmmm~ have to clear it b4 17 nite, and... i think it is not reli enough time for me to pack all the things.. sometimes, "there will be no bless behind force" (has been proven by avril tee, but if there is any mistake, just tell me, lol~) in chinese -->勉强是没有幸福的... feel like dun reli wan to care so much anymore.. tired enuf to think of these things? ya mayb. just let it be.

ok! holiday again, quite a long holiday.. =D thinking of many things, but i dun think i can finish it all within this holiday... hope i can finish them actually. and... now im starving!!! go cook liao lo~ will update this more after i went back KL~ =D cya~

2009-10-24T18:58:00.002+08:00

car testing day~ our vehicle is the fastest among all the other car!! ^^ this phrase was written last week.. and ystd, it was our bridge testing day! and... ya, got some videos, hmm... see whether can upload here or not.. for car, it should pass 4 bridges without falling, then it hv to travel more than 5metres long. On the car testing day, there were so many small problems on our car... =.=''' juz before the testing time!!!!! so worried that time, but luckily, our car still is the fastest among all groups and it traveled about 9metre plus... hehe ^^

Then for the bridge, it should withstand 15kg or more static loads, and withstand about 15kg maximum moving load... hmmm.. my fren's bridge can withstand about 42 kg if not wrong =D here are the videos on the testing days....

Lately will be very very busy with exam. 1 more week exam gonna attack me!! ARRGG!!! and... sigh... i also not very sure how have i done these few months.. 12 weeks study then we hv exam already!! hate it!! so... will be busy... and... sigh, after that will having long holiday though.. think till here first... very hungry.. =.='''

car, computer lab, and bear bear =D

2009-10-19T19:02:00.003+08:00

Lately, my course mate and i are all quite busy building either car or the bridge. for our EFPC's project. There are some minimum requirements for both the car and the bridge. So.. all of us are trying hard to meet the minimum requirements or make it even better than it. As marks will be given for those nice vehicle or bridge that have been constructed. As for our car... hmmm... im abit worry about will it fall down from the bridge when we testing it. =( but anyway, our car can travel a maximum distance of 12 plus metres. weee!~ but not in the straight line =.=''' It always likes to cut to the right side then only go in the straight line. so... watever la. hope it will be ok =)

These are some of my recent photo here. with the car, on in the computer lab doing quiz.. =.=''' haha... now i only realise i reli seldom take picture recently. These are wat i can find.. in case u all miss me. muahahaha X)

i reli din take a picture of the completed car =.=''' forgotten.. i will post it next time.. =3=

sawing chopstick for the wheel =)

the car that we build and me~

me and amita my classmate =D at computer lab, wanna do on9 quiz...

my bear bear that accompany me to skul~ hehehe

ok la, think till here.. sick edi... cough, flu, got abit fever i think, juz finish eating medicine tat given by my housemate, and wow, she got spare quite alot of medicine for imergency, hv to learn from her edi, =D

ok la, feel like fainting edi.... but so many things never do!!! sob... anyway... sleep first!!!!

busy day, tired day..

2009-10-17T00:08:00.002+08:00

Today is a very very super dupper tired day... 3am woke up to rush my report which due at 12pm on the same day.. do until 10 am sth.... go print them out, go bind them, go pass up... then eat abit things... then... go build car for our EFPC subject.. model car of coz, powered with mousetrap... then do until 5pm.. stand until 5pm... then go do math on9 quiz which due at 7pm the same day... then go lake cafe for dinner, which at that moment i was totally starved... then talked with classmates... keep on talking about disgusting things when ppl were eating =3=, and she was also eating at that moment... lol~ but dunno y, although it is disgusting, we all were laughed and laughed until i stomachache.. lol... hahaha... come back go watch youtube and play abit.... =.=''' and now... super dupper tired!!! tats my day for today... and summore... tmr got practice test!!!! need to study abit... but can i absorb them in this situation... raining heavily outside... walao~~~ the best time for sleeping!!! sigh... see first la, till here first~

EARTH QUAKE!! TSUNAMI?!

2009-10-06T23:53:00.011+08:00

you know what?! they said "ystd" nite 11pm, there will be tsunami or earth quake come and attack Sarawak! 1 of my housemate received this sms then she told all of us about this.. swt... actually, i oledi guessed that it is just a bad joke from anonymous... but... because of "ten thousand, one" (in case), i still packed some of my important things such as ic, passport and cash etc into a bag.. so can grab my bag and run when tsunami come ma! swt swt..

But still, i have prepared my mood that if tsunami reli happened, what should i do and what is the situation... all of us were quite worried, 3 of us havent even bath yet, and our house oni has 2 bathrooms... so... me and another housemate run and scramble the bathrooms together and the last and unlucky 1 have to wait for us to bath. hahaha! XD

then we also started to pack our things. lol~ and we are in 3rd floor!! wah~~ geng, we have to run down with our bags. 1 of them just ask us to throw our bags down to the ground floor frm 3rd floor instead of running with it.. what the...-.-''' then another suggest about cloths.. (she has many new cloths that never wear before in her wardrobe.. lol!) then another suggest about foods... =.=''' ya, reli food is very important.. hahaha!

then another said:" look outside the window! there is red light far away from here! is it a warning or signal?!" then all of us fly like a group of bees and then sqeeze to window and see where is the light that she mentioned about. haha~ Then 1 of my housemate still carrying her "VIB" (very important bag) and wandering around the house. LOL! But still, we were still doubting at that time...

The most nervous moment has came! Ta DAng! the clock gonna point at 11pm!! but before that, i was very tired and wanted to sleep... and ****.. my homeworks... because of nervous and the situation... i never touch them yet... swt... and the clock past 11pm.. nothing happened!! it is just a very bad joke!!! then some of us still have many things to do.. because of the fake news! it made us didnt have the mood to finish them!! Grrr! earth quake never come, i die first lo, homework ah!!!! sigh sigh... no choice.. and now! super tired.. can i just go and sleep.... line finally became ABIT of good today! ABIT ONI!! cant reli on facebook as usual, just can come here... and now... just let me sleep for a while... a while only... reli..... =.='''

2009-09-21T22:28:00.002+08:00

The things that i hate the most have finally came. 1st is exam... mid term! next week........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................(speechless)

then.. the thing that im quite worry... every 1 has their own life now. and some of them, din even on9 frequently. dun even talk for a while or contact much. Im quite wondering, how to actually "stay in touch" if this situation continues.. mayb.. perhaps.. at last, we all will eventually become strangers to each other...

juz leave me.. im juz emo about exam and thought about all negative things...

Lately...

2009-09-13T00:29:00.010+08:00

Hello~ it has been quite busy here. and~ OMG! mid term!! At first, they said it was on 22.9.09... when im in kl! arrgg!! but now they said that it will be tuesday after our holiday for raya~ yea~~

but really? or.. omg.. anyway, i hope it will be on the week after tuition free week! but... sigh... bad news is.. i haven study for it... good news is.. only 1 subject will have its mid term test!!! muahaha! another bad news is... final will be very hard for the other 2 subject.. or 3 of them also very hard?!?! DIE DIE DIE!!!

feel like playing paint ball again and shooting ppl.. hahaha~ but i dun wan to be the 1 who being shot by ppl =.=''' i have enough scars on my legs because of those evil mosquito! can u imagine about 10++ small round scars on each leg?!?! ya u cant, but u will see it when u meet with me probably. but most likely, i will be wearing long pants when i meeting with u guys =.= swt. But the happy thingy is~ im going back kl again! and the other bad news is... but only for few days... wuuuu...wuu.... T.T

And again, the connection here is quite ****.. just cant upload images up here. well... write till here first, dun tell me that even wanna post blog also cannot?!?! *faint..

Funny! hahahaha!!

2009-09-08T21:22:00.003+08:00

I really really cannot tahan edi, this is super funny! This is the third time i read this email, but i still can laugh until cannot stop. haha, mayb u all hv read before, but stil, wanna share wif u all here. sori for those ppl who dunno how to read chinese haha! ^^

一位國文老師的告白
我是個國中的國文老師，生平最痛苦的事情就是改作文!!
字醜就算了，還會自己學倉頡創字!!
創字就算了，還會用自己奇怪的邏輯寫句子!!
每次都改到哭笑不得……………
====================================================
１、元旦時，我們全家一起到歷史博物館參觀「冰馬桶」…
師評：有這樣的東西嗎？我也要去！（兵馬俑）

２、早上起床整裡「遺容」後，我們到學校集合，搭車前往墾丁畢業旅行
師評：不知道你家是哪一家殯儀館？老師一直都不知道…（儀容）

３、昨晚左眼皮跳個不停，當時就覺得那是「胸罩」，果然今天皮夾被扒走了!
師評：孩子，你已經這麼大了嗎？（凶兆）

４、報上說重金屬污染過的牡蠣，可「治」癌…
師評：一字之差，養蚵人家翻身矣！
我是不是該趕快去養牡蠣？會賺到翻哦… （致癌）

５、昨晚我和同學到速食店吃晚餐，我們點了兩個漢堡、「雞份一塊」…
師評：好吃嗎？雞糞？（雞塊一份）

６、星期天準備外出逛街時，匆忙之間不小心給「肛門」夾到，真倒楣!!
師評：老師很好奇──誰的肛門這麼大…？（鋼門）

７、四下無人，不要從背後拍我肩膀，我很容易「受精」…
師評：孩子，我可能是你爸哦… 老師記得曾這樣讓很多人「受精」喔!（受驚）

８、逛完花市後，我花錢買下「賤男」，準備帶回家過年。
師評：發音正確一點，「劍蘭」會哭的…

９、我的歷史老師長髮披肩，個子矮小，脾氣不好，有一點點「胸」…
師評：歷史老師要我轉告你「等下上歷史課﹐皮給我繃緊一點。」（兇）

１０、我認為自己是個品學兼「憂」的好學生…
師評：你是該憂了──不及格。（優）

１１、在「崎嶇坎坷」的人生「康莊大道」上，我們要堅定方向…
師評：此路可繼世界八大奇蹟兵馬俑之後，登上第九大奇蹟。

１２、從小就住在我們家隔壁的陳伯伯住家三樓最後面一間廚房不知道為什麼會
三不五時地飄來一陣又一陣烹煮紅燒牛肉時所散發出來的濃濃迷人中藥味道…
師評：明天麻煩你一口氣唸完這句給我聽，不准換氣。

=========================================================
這次出的作文題目是：美食與我
我非常沾沾自喜，相當期待這麼生活化又簡單的題目
一定能讓他們發揮的淋漓盡致，
可以減輕我每次改作文到快往生的噩運!!!

沒想到我錯了!!!!!!!
這些天兵天將們每個都是未來的棟樑????……

節錄一些下來:

1.我最喜歡吃的食物是生魚片，但是生魚片最讓我困擾的地方就是他的魚刺很多。

2.我最喜歡吃的食物是生魚片，唯一美中不足的是，他總是沒煮熟。

3.我最喜歡吃的美食是青菜，青菜中最喜歡吃的美食是白菜，為什麼喜歡吃白
菜呢？因為他是青菜的一種（繞口令嗎？）

4.我最喜歡吃滷肉飯跟貢丸湯，他們對我來說不只是一種美食，而是……兩種美
食。（真是謝謝你的數學教學）

5.我最喜歡吃外婆煮的菜，裡面包含了很多愛心，但是萬一外婆死了我就吃不
到了，所以我要趁外婆還活著的時候，叫他每天煮三餐給我吃。
（這算虐待老人嗎？）

6.我最喜歡吃那種在外面跑的雞肉（所以你要吃雞肉前都要追著他跑？）

7.我最喜歡吃美食，是那種出現陸地上，天天都看的到的那種肉（人肉？）

8.我對美食的要求很嚴格，他不能是由一位傷心的廚師做出來的
（連續劇看太多了，孩子）

9.媽媽很厲害，他下廚以後，可以把一顆蛋變成一顆荷包蛋（不然呢？）

10.每次媽媽煮完菜我們全家都會歡呼，於是媽媽就走進廚房再做第二道
（原來你家都是一道菜煮完再煮一道…）

11.我很喜歡跟爸爸去逛夜市，因為美食都能讓我感到垂涎三尺，只要我看到那
些食物出現，就會跟爸爸說我要吃這個我要吃那個結果我當然什麼都沒吃到
（好心酸的孩子）

12.我最喜歡吃媽媽煮的菜，跟外面賣的差的可遠呢!
（那到底是好吃還是不好吃？）

13.世界上美食很多，其中我最喜歡吃的外國料理是台南擔仔麵
（同學，請問你是哪國人？）

14.生魚片實在是太好吃了，每次一想到我的口水都會緩緩的滴下來…
（慢動作嗎？）

15.有一樣食物讓我百吃不厭，那就是雙胞胎，名字聽起來大家一定都會覺得很
奇怪，沒錯，他就是很奇怪（這樣有解釋到嗎？）

16.我吃東西總是又快又急，沒辦法，熟能生巧嘛!
（我呼吸總是又快又急，沒辦法，熟能生巧嘛…！）

有前輩說：他上輩子殺了人，所以這輩子處罰他當老師。

唉...我想我不只殺了人，還是………………
殺..
錯..
人….
才會淪落到當國文老師………

換小學老師了:

１。題目：一邊……一邊……
小朋友寫：他一邊脫衣服，一邊穿褲子。
老師批語：他到底是要脫還是要穿啊？
２。題目：其中
小朋友寫：我的其中一只左腳受傷了。
老師批語：你是蜈蚣嗎？
３。題目：陸陸續續
小朋友寫：下班了，爸爸陸陸續續的回家了。
老師批語：你到底有幾個爸爸呀？
４。題目：難過
小朋友寫：我家門前有條水溝很難過。
老師批語：老師更難過。
５。題目：又又
小朋友寫：我的媽媽又矮又高又胖又瘦。
老師批語；你的媽媽是變形金鋼嗎？
６。題目：你看
小朋友寫：你看什麼看！沒看過啊
老師批語：沒看過
７。題目：欣欣向榮
小朋友寫：欣欣向榮榮告白。
老師批語：連續劇不要看太多了！
８。題目：好吃
小朋友寫：好吃個屁。
老師批語：有些東西是不能吃的。
９。題目：天真
小朋友寫：今天真熱。
老師批語：你真天真。
１０。題目：果然
小朋友寫：昨天我吃水果，然後喝涼水。
老師批語：是詞組，不能分開的。
１１。題目：先……再……，例題：先吃飯，再冼澡。
小朋友寫：先生，再見！
老師批語：想像力超過了地球人的智慧。
１２。題目：況且
小朋友寫：一列火車經過，況且況且況且況且況且況
老師批語：我死了算了 @@

small battle wif small lizard..

2009-08-30T23:15:00.003+08:00

I just reached miri and started to unpack my things. when I trying to hang my cloth... OMG!!! aaarrrrggg!!! discovered a dangerous creature! baby lizard!!! arrgg!! y got small lizard in my wardrop! scary!! not that i reli scared lizard but... i can imagine what is the consequences if i suddenly closed the cupboard and accidentally... OH MY GOD!!! bloody scenes.... so an action has been carried out... plastic cover.. cant.. 2 papers! yes!! then i juz use the paper to touch it and lure it to go onto my papers. haha! And finally! it kena tipu!! (has been lied by me) muahahaha!

But... when went into the bathroom i saw another baby lizard again =.=''' last time is due with insects, now is insects and lizard? sigh sigh. anyway~ haha!~ busy busy, hv to do things le~ cya all~

6th day...

2009-08-28T11:00:00.002+08:00

arrgg! help me ah!!! so many things never do yet then 5days passed away!!! tat soon!!! omg omg omg omg... exp report, 4tutorial + 1 on9 tutorial + 1 tutorial + 1 tutorial, group work.... im gonna faint.... @.@

Situation: 26August09 (4th day of home sweet home)

2009-08-26T12:26:00.002+08:00

Nice morning~ actually it is afternoon already =.= and~ aft 4 days of being at my sweety home, my life... i mean~ my time all were upside down again!! muahahaha.. but nvm, about 4 more days to go before i hv to go back to miri T.T sad sad.. bu se de... sob

Well, i thought 1 week is actually enough for me to enjoy before i go back there again, but... it just isnt reli enough!!! arrgg! The previous 3 days just passed without me even realised it! But done quite alot of things =D First, was my lappy!!! muahahahaha, eventually, i have decided what to get! And~ farewell! Ms "shut down urself" lappy!! ^^ oh ya, im now using my beauty to edit this new post, happy happy XD Thats why.. i spent 2 days to settle my little beauty =.=''' haha... but! it's worth ^^

And now.. after chat with frens.. i oni realised sth... i got alot of homework to do in this short free week!!! arrrg!!! report.. on9 question... 4 math tutorials... OMG!! totally forgotten about it!!! aawww... (mood level.. dorp to endless hole..) =.= olor!! time passes so fast!!! hv to figure out wat other things i need to do before skul reopen again.. bb first =.= come back later~

Sunday start or end of the week? or end of my happiness..~

2009-08-09T19:44:00.006+08:00

Today i went to town again with housemates. Not really wanna buy things but I just go there to settle my lunch and "ta pao" my dinner. In the journey to the supermarket that we were heading for, the roads are all so familiar to me, the shops along the roads, the high way. I have been longing to come back here since i leaved here but it always got no chance for me to do so. I still remember, when I was sitting beside my mom who was driving to somewhere when I was still at the age of below 12.

I never ever thought of I can still live in this memorable place again, many places here, have brought back many of my childhood memory. And suddenly I realized, I left here for so many years, but yet, many of the buildings, some roads, and shops are still very familiar to me. when i was a child, when i passing through this road, i have never thought of my future university would be here in this town. And now, I was passing through this road as an university student. magic huh? yea, I am back again. =)

When I was in some of the supermarket, some of its appearance are still same as last time. =) Many scences and memories have flashed through my mind, very nostalgic. And i ate the "tong luo shao" that i missed it for almost 8years! But the taste is not as good as before already, because of economy crisis? But i still felt very happy for being able to taste it again. =D

And for uni life? of course, there is some "nervous moment", for example, when im going to be late to classes =.= and i really dont understand why they want to make the corridor from our hostel to the university to be sooo long! Mayb i have to train jogging so that I can still be alive when Im running on this long corridor in the future.. hmmm~... oh ya, the lecturer, there is a cute lecturer who taught me math, hehe. He is from russian i think, but his accent... is abit... hard to catch.. haha. here goes story time~!

Once upon a time, a little is paying attention to her lecture. But for many times, the math lecturer had said a weird word which is not related to math...
Lecturer:" As you can see, the "GRAVE" is now...."
The girl was quite shock at first, but after some thinking, she finally knew what her lecturer was trying to say...
Translated:" As you can see, the "GRAPH" is now straight and going upwards..."
*sweat sweat*

His accent.. but is still ok, he is a quite good guy though, because he didnt angry at me when i was late to his class for 2 times in same day! really feel sorry.. but... haha, thx sir. He is quite strict with time.. so.. hmm, i think i know wat to do. I really really do hope i can adapt to his and 1 of my other teacher's accent as soon as possible, if not... i will be in big trouble... =.='''

Thats all for now, this stupid computer didnt save my last typing by just shutting down by itself AGAIN!!! made me typed again, but.. i got this mood.. haha.... wanna smack it.. hmmm, see first la. Today is my hatred sunday evening.. i mean night? sigh... today went to supermarket then... here goes my half day!!! and talk talk... half of my night gone!!! arrrgggg!!!! well anyway~ next post only post picture ba, cant upload it today, dont know why. ok ciao~ *blink blink and here goes... *~Puff!!~* (x.x)

Saturday without much intend to talk

2009-08-08T11:26:00.004+08:00

another week staying here again, and now is my lovely saturday in my sweetie roomie. sigh, but this computer keep on make me feel sien. anyway, roomie roomie roomie... many things to do. and bundles of homework? hahaha.... muahahahaha..... =.=''''''

and lately air pollution in progress... and luckily, it rains abit in the morning.. reli abit.. but the island in front of me is now clearer than before. rain more pls, rain god. and saw 1 camp in front of the lake. haha! real crocodile hunter? omg, but how can they with stand this type of strongly pollucted air outside!! even inside my house i also always smell smoke! im gonna killed by the smoke! omg... i juz said the view of the island is much clearer then now it is kind of starting to become blur already! so fast?!?!?! well, good luck crocodile hunter, good luck me, good luck crocodile.

no photo for today! camera is charging now~ next post ba~
and i wonder.. y the crocodile hunter dont wan to camp on the island? scared surrounded by crocodiles? it would be very nice if i saw them fighting with crocodiles in front of my roomie... looking forward to it~ XD

just a short post

2009-07-30T17:10:00.003+08:00

Tell u hoh.. it is very happy to see many insects crawling on the outside of my transparent glass window, because they cant come into my roomiie!!! muahahhaha!! but i wonder can mosquito fly to 3rd floor? and ya, here, got many many insects, beetles, and crocodile~ yea~~~ yippie~ and yes, too many rest today, and too many surprises frm my tiny clock and phones... and.. tommorrow will be a peaceful friday!!! yea~!! but saturday got seminar... meeting... hmmm... but still... HOORAY FRIDAY!!!! bow.. bow.. bow...

Im not yet in Mars, but Miri!

2009-07-25T00:52:00.008+08:00

ok, finally... I was like... Thursday night only can on9 here in my room. But I cant play RC here! arrgg! Btw, the no line issue had been brought up for few thousand times by 1 of my housemate, who really cant survive without internet... haha~ so~ Im not very worry about it because she will sure find a solution to this at the end =)

i have encounter with quite a number of problems in this 1 short week.
1st, it is for sure internet problem that i have just mentioned about~ but it is solved =)

2nd, enrolment slip! they had enrolled me into second semester of engineering course in stead of 1st semester! (because i have actually enrolled in march intake and withdrawed frm it.. but they have made a mistake I think..) I can only get back my enrolment slip on Monday instead of today because the staff there need to be off at 4.. while I reach there and ask for their help at 3.30pm... hmmm... nvm, it is still ok for me. But 1 of my "senior" told me that student service here is always so "lau beh"(not good in services) 1... hmmm... nah~ just forget about it.

3rd... because of my wrong enrolment, my group, which it will decide how my time table is, also has the same problem... my group printed on the list is semester 2's group... but... I AM IN SEMESTER 1!!! grr... I am also not sure what am I typing here. Hope u guys can understand... Don't understand also nvm... =.='''

4th... time table.... there is a clash in my time table... and i just realised it tonight... and I am still not sure what to do... swt swt... =.='''''''''' and... ya, my timetable is quite packed... except friday though =D

Then there are still many minor problems that i face with... oh my~ why i typed so many things here with all my problems as a topic.. swtie.... (btw, swt mean sweat..)

ok, now is roomie time!!! yea yea yea~ erm, I quite love my roomie =D share a picture with u all.

Nice view right? ^^ like it~ it is a lake with an island in the middle~ hehe~ ok now see this..

Tada! That is actually the view of my room's window, love it love it!! ^^ next time can study while enjoying the scenery~ hehe~ btw, love my housemates too~ haha~ But no 1 is taking the same course as me... sob sob. But.. nvm la =)

This week was our orientation week, and we played some games together in a big group, and yes, we did won a price =D which is~ a ball which u use to release stress! just bang it, throw it or whatever u want. haha, ya, im sure it will be helpful soon. oh ya, 1 of the game was being called "fashion show", use newspaper to decorate a group member.. and i saw this cute guy...

CUTE RIGHT?! LoL~ We was like laughing when we see that guy, so cute! XD

Here! finally a picture of mine! All of them in the picture were my orientation week's group. Except those who were behind of us. Found where I am? ;)
And here are some of the funny and good scenes in my orientation week, enjoy~!

~The hui ven song~

2009-07-16T03:47:00.003+08:00

Sudden whim and sudden idea to create tis song. haha!

Title.. (not yet decide...)
Lyric.. (by hui ven)
I am gonna die die die,
High blood pressure high high high,
I am gonna getting crazy,
another zy is ze~bra.

I am gonna get Al~zhe~i~mer~
Mayb also become an owl
Summore mayb craziness...
lalalala~ lalala~
who wanna bang wall wi~th me

Chorus
Oh! Some~1~ pls tell me wat to do right now~
oh ba~i tuo, zhe me zhuo cai hao
Oh! My! God pls come and save me right now ow ow~
oh ba~i tuo, come and jiu wo now~
deng deng, deng deng deng deng deng deng
deng~ deng deng~
LA LA LA LA LA~~~

Who is interested in listening to hui ven's first song, juz ask frm me.
@Copy rights reserved.

pain paint ball =P

2009-07-11T23:03:00.005+08:00

ah hah... 2 ppl sms me at the exactly same time once i went into my room but b4 lying down to my bed... wow, it was so nice to sleep on the car lifelessly.. lol~ aft replying and phoning back.. then it becomes like this.. sitting in front of my comp.. transfering photo and blogging. haha. because i cant sleep aft tat =.='''

anyway~ nvm, come here first ba. Today was quite tiring but yet very fun day! ^^ Frens and me went for playing "pain" ball for the 1st time! erm... Wish to go and play since 2 years ago. lol~ Finally we got plan for going for it. The "pain" ball for sure, it is quite very pain! haha, it is kind of a survival game? yup yup. kena shot then means----> die! so hv to keep on surviving if u dun wan to "die"~

most of us had our most "serious" injuries by the pain ball in our first round. omg, very pain!!! i kena my hand bleeding! my frens kena waist walao@!! 1 stomach Oh my god!!! 1 kena nail, bleeding also, reli ouch!!!!.. But still, we continue playing. LoL~ and then... even some ppl are brave and running around the field!! (omg! tak takut kena shot 1!) but all of the brave guys are all boys. we, girls will juz hide behind the "thing" =.=''' that block us from being shot. Hv to emphasis here.. this is called tactic! haha~ but still, i kena head shot for few times, haha!

many "stars" on my hand, forming a big star.. 3 small stars out of the gradient.. ouch... bruise!!! painful painful!!! once i get in to the field for not long then kena shot like tis! 10 points bleeding =(

the person who with no sa shang li at all! haha, Peggy:"Good job, Park" Hock Yong:" hahaha! killing her!"(thinking without notice ppl pointing him~)

Reaction of others when tee asking:"Am i looked like james bond?"

cool me! hiak hiak hiak hiak!!! preparing head shoot ppl XD

a person who thought she pick up a real pearl from the floor.

AARRGG! uploading photos to facebook... tired edi... but i dun wan to be give up halfway... well... continue upload photos first ba~ anyway, enjoyed today very much! hope u guys did enjoy it too! =D

P/S these are my orange memories, same with the pain ball color~ so~ words also orange ba~ lalalala~ im starting talking nonsense again! i need rest!! but dun feel like sleeping.. =.= anyway~ ciao first~~

Sleepless night

2009-07-08T04:55:00.002+08:00

Cant clear my mind and stop thinking. So, I end up sitting in front of the computer.. haha. In the middle of finding 1 song... which I listened in the middle of watching a drama series. and... it makes me forgot what I wanna write just now =.= found some songs that quite nice too.. but stil, i couldnt manage to find that song.

Having problem with computer lately.. slow motion of computer.. cant open firefox... cant recall whats the website name which I want to visit.. because it is saved in my favourite website in firefox... ah ha..ha..

listening to a song in piano version. i love its piano version than the real song. Since i cant upload it.. Here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5uZZWYT6zqk&feature=related
I wonder, will i be able to play piano as good as them? nice rhythm, but i did not practice much since last month. too many things had bounced to me at the same time. I wonder, did i make the right decision?

Long time no see photos~

2009-07-03T19:13:00.005+08:00

hihi~ it is me again. [[sure its me though...=.= ]] well, just boring packing my A level things then come to have a break here~ Hmmm... ya, cant reli pack it with full concentration... counting counting... eeekkk!!!!! 14days to go!!! exactly 2 weeks!!!! -.-lll Sui bian la... hmmm... i think it is time for me to change the appearance of my bloggie again? BRB~~~

Finished Editing!!! ok where am i just now.. nvm, new topic!! I have noticed that student or children nowadays... got many toys to play with! and many cloths and shoes... imagine that my little "niece".. isit? she is my cousin's daughter.. who is she?!?!?! adui... she called me as "biao yi"? omg... erm.. oh continue~imagine that my little "whatever" has more shoes than me!!! 9 pairs of shoe!!!! gosh... she is just... around 2 years old?? sigh sigh. kids nowadays are all quite in the state of bliss.. DX many toys to play!!! and they are all as if real things!!!!
microwave oven!!!!

STOVE!!!!! and wats on my hand? er.... sieve plate!!!and the eggbeater? =.=
And even motorcycle that can actually move by pressing an accelerator pedal!!! Unfortunately i couldnt manage to take a photo of it... sigh. but it looks really cool!

But we cant really say that all the children this era are blissful. My another newphew or whatever... which is my little "whatever"'s brother.. is now 8years old. and he is now kind of has melancholia.. because of study. And i have read his books. sciences.. thing i had learnt in standard 4 or 5 but he is learning it now!!! omg... quite... pity for him. and teachers.. asking him to memorize many words and vocabularies that day and he will being asked in tomorrow class.. if he cant answer or write down for (dunno how many vocab) CANE! and he is really phobia of caning.. then spellings... tuition... wow.. how can he bear these? a 8 years old child.

Luckily his parents had decided to change school for him to study. =) good good. If not~ im sure he will 1 day turned crazy..

Erm.. this boy... not really related to the boy i have just mention.. or... isit?? This boy is my grandma's sis's daughter's son... so... again.. what should i call him!!!! ROAR!! ok.. another little "whatever" He have been a monk for 3 days for the sack of his passed away grandma.. blink blink, good boy! And he is quite cute also isnt he? hehe~

ok this... is no any relation with me. just a mosquito that stop on a table for quite a long time. so i just~ take a photo of it. and after that, he flew away. Thats mean... it really posed for me to take a picture. haha

grrr.... my phone have problem again... cant hear others ppl's voice when i call them, cant transfer photos... and isit the time for me to change a phone? more than 3 ppl asking me to change edi. But.. the main problem is... I WANT SONY ERICSSON IDOU!!!!! or what model of phone can u suggest me? or any comment on sony idou... pls do so and help me...

good moody~~

2009-06-27T19:58:00.005+08:00

Suddenly i hv the good mood to post things here =D Today was my 2nd time driving out by myself again!!! muahahaha! happy happy. But at night, mom dun allow me to go "ta pao" porridge =(

oh ya, say til porridge, i just put on my braces on friday! ouchh... painful leh... when putting it on, it was like no feeling~ but after i come back home... arrggg!!!! actually it is not painful when I talk or what... but lunch!!!!! I just straight away went to sleep... =3= oh ya, the doctor is "quite a kind" person. haha, he let me hold on to a mirror and see how he put braces and etc etc.. hmm...

but the thing that i don't very understand is... after he put medicine that made millions of tiny holes on the surface of my teeth and finished applying super glue on them, he shined the "SUPER BLUE RAY"~ what is the purpose... well... I think he did tell me why but I was like half asleep that time... it is 10am in the morning man!!! and the night before that, I slept at... 2 or 3am?? =3= Think hv to ask future dentist next time.. =)

And luckily, putting braces is not as horrible as i think. The most horrible thing i had already experienced it few months ago... putting the implant to the gum.... swt... And again, this is the reason i DUN LIKE BEING A DENTIST!!!!! grrr.... horrible! and extracting the wisdom tooth? eww.....

got some photos that wanna upload here... hmmmm... think they are still in my camera. Next time la~ haha, Ja~! ^^ hope u have a great day~~

sum of tiredness for about... 1 week?

2009-06-21T23:05:00.004+08:00

Hmmm, lately keep on lack of sleep.. tired.. But in these few days, there are quite many ponderable questions and thoughts have stayed behind in my mind for quite some times.. to be more clear. my another relative went traveling to the far place again. I wonder how is she now. Hope she is ok. There is too many things which would people doubt that the correct "next to do step". What to do? Every1 has their own shortcoming.

less than 1 month i will b in miri... no comment... wu yan.. swt... and... arrggg!!! differentiation? will it kill me? to be continued about this topic... hmmm.. how bout assignments? project? ...... so confused about whether mech engineering is my favourite job or not!!!! and..... sigh... again... not reli prepared to go miri yet.... ORZ.... confusing, annoying.... im tired edi...

Colors of the wind...................... -.-llll ORZ

2009-06-15T20:15:00.002+08:00

boring... waiting my show to show on tv... 9pm? not sure... erm..now wanted to find a chorus part of a song for phone ringtone..And...don't even know where to get it! No limewire pls..And..

ANYONE GOT "THE COLORS OF THE WIND" 'S CHORUS PART?! PLS SEND IT TO ME IF U DO HV IT!

Aww.... abit of frustrated... Not sure about the reason.. just quite hate myself... There is only about 1 month for me to prepare myself to encounter the whole new study environment!! AND!!! zzz.... now till here first...

A piece of Reminder..

2009-06-07T02:43:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, carefully think of it. Life is reli short, then why we still need to be so calculative on so much of small things? Just live a simpler life. Why we hv to make life too complicated while what we need is simplify them!? Dun make our happiness become hard to get. while sick, u will realize, a healthy body is the most important things. then ur family, then frens, etc. Appreciate all the things around u, dun take it as granted. u will regret when u really lost them. until then, it will be all no use. b4 getting regret about sth, then do sth about it! treat ur family well. tats the more important things. because u reli dunno wat will happen tmr. thinks about others gd while juz ignoring others bad. haha~ realized sth.. when u were very unlucky, think bout it twice, there are many more ppl were more unlucky than u! dun count over small things like i juz said above. When it becomes live or death, u will noe, things u r counting now, actually is really nth.

ok, tats all the things that i feel like typing out as a reminder. ja neh~

Story tell time~

2009-06-03T13:29:00.006+08:00

haha, these is some "gao guai" photo again~ Long time never take this kind of photo edi~ muahaha. Here come my favourite~

Story:
In front of 2 innocent people, there was a police with gun on her hands pointing on them, and the police said:"FREEZE!!" =D poor innocent person with red colored shirt dunno wat to do and the evil black colored shirt person quickly hide behind her! EVIL!
The photo of stun!!

The police looked at their face carefully...

More carefully... XD

After knowing the gun which the fake police holding, was just water gun, this is the emotions on their face, taken by a smart reporter.. =) The actual thief take off her disguise... =3=

Because her disguise did not discovered by the fake police so she posed a victory pose in front of the reporter~

And this is the photo of the 3 lame person in the story~

Since then, they lived happily ever after in fairyland~ [[nice happy ending rite, haha]]
~THE END~

computer camera C drive D drive... transfered! happy~

2009-05-31T17:35:00.007+08:00

waiting my camera to be fully charged!!! So slow!!! now is my phone's turn no battery... and now is computer super slow!!!

I was thinking, what had I done these 19 years... erm.. if wan to count it more precisely.. it will be 14years.. Hmm... I remembered I watch many drama series aft i had my tuition every weekdays.. and I always want to skip tuition classes because the tuition teacher were all very cruel and scary plus horrible... as every1 know i most hate horror movies... =.=''' thats the reason. =)

ok... now it says that C drive not enough space for transfering photo!!! and i try to free it. Then Yay, I got 52MB free space.. then i open again, it say u have oni got 2MB space free... hate u my "ki siao" computer..

And finally I finished transfering the photos!! after like... few hours? =.=''' swt..
oh ya, btw, went to china again. =) hmm, oat field? hehe~ forget to take a closer picture of it!!

flowers~ they said got wild rabbit hiding inside there. They caught it before, and BBQ it =.='' so cruel sob! and I wonder how they can be so cruel to a so cute animal!! sigh.. and they eat many things that we not usually even think of eating it!! They still asking us whether want to order snake to eat or not.... swt x100!

Here come some cute things~~ Tada!
Cute right!! i saw some people putting their real baby inside that egg shell! Super cute! hehe~ And for sure, like this also very nice also~ ;D

Here comes another cute photo!!! ^^
haha, polar bear~~ first time see polar bear, super huge!!! their palm super big!!! U can see it here!! u see its size, much more bigger than human. But still cute when it swimming round and round~ hehe~

Cute sea lion~ waiting for eat. Watching us while we staring them =) But so happy that my dream come true, saw so many animals which are living at polar~

And finally, I saw real penguins! Penguins that they make them as "main actors" in a documentary film("March of the penguins") Watch it when u got time, i think it is a very nice movie!! REALLY NICE! And after so long.. 1 of the cute penguin picture, haha, as if it was saying.."Im taller!!" hehe

Another cute creature.. fish!! :)

And back to sea lion and polar bear again~ I bought a polar bear doll~ then I wan it to be in the photo with sea lion swimming behind of it. Then it became like this...
A sea lion kept on swimming around the polar bear, due to its curiousness. So~ we decided to face the polar bear to naughty sea lion. LoL. Then it became like THIS!
You see!! So cute right?!?! Actually it kept on stared and looked away, stared and looked away from my polar bear. It seemed scared, sigh, pity pity it. =( but its emotion is too cute!!! Especially its round big EYES!!Feel lucky to see such sea lion, i thought they will all just ignore the polar bear when i put it there. lol. Miss it X(

Last few picture, taken for the sack of relaxation, so many kind of blue colors in the sky!!! feeling good~

Lastly, a picture to start ur new day~ say cheese~~ kikiki~ Thats all for now, cya later~ ^^

YoU dRiVe Me CrAzY~ i JuSt CaNt SlEeP~ Im So "ExCiTeD" iM In ToO dEeP!!

2009-05-23T19:33:00.005+08:00

Gonna June edi!!!! and i gonna crazy edi!!! Skul gonna start in another 2 months time liao ah!!! Basically LESS THAN 2 LESS MONTHS!!!!! AAAARRRRGGGG!!!!!! SO MANY THING DIN TOUCH ARRGGG!!!!! ENGLISH STILL S**K LIKE HELL AH!!! DAY AFTER DAY, MONTHS AFTER MONTHS, suddenly feel like singing TIME AFTER TIME!!! ..... should go find tat song to post in my blog. ARRRFGGGG!!! NOW NOT THE TIME FOR THIS AHHH!!! U DRIVE ME CRAZY~~~ LALALALALA~~ isit britney spears song? =.=''' Ah haha....... LA lala~........

Ok... biarkan first... Tell bout today's happy "event" first~ TODAY!!! It was the 1ST time i drove to dance centre BY MYSELF!!! muahahaha! U see, how sad, after getting my P license and change it to normal license... 2 years time!!! 1st time drove out of my home myself!!!! no body beside me!!! cry... sob... so happy... first, i wan to thx to my little car kembara.. thx for it by letting me drive it.. WITHOUT AIRCOND!!!!! Grr...... 2nd, thx to myself, to be so brave girl~ Thank you so much... lalalalalala~ oh ya, thx to my parents too, because they went out, only i can drive myself to dance centre.. =D oh ya, thx to..... and thx to.... bla bla bla

Hmmm, say till dance centre, if not wrong, think all of u noe edi gua, im learning hip hop dance now~ ^^ and today we learn bout wat.. "baby face"??? phase isit.. dun care la... hand nearly broken.. swt -.-lll It is like a move that needs you to use ur both hand to support all of ur body weight... HARD WEI!!! As usual... not reli remember all the steps too... Sigh... Oh ya, should practice a while first, write till here first ba~ ciao~

Latest nice and cute photo~ =)

2009-05-19T15:27:00.011+08:00

Hehe, today still are some of my photos slide show in my blog~ Now is the scene that can make you feeling good, the view of the seaside!! =D
Such a nice photo must be taken by me de la~ kiki~

Like its sky! ^^

Haha, you know what, the "animal keeper" who is boring at that moment then started to "play" with the animals. Humourous.

Look at this photo carefully.. If u still cant get what is so special about this brown leaf, then u are totally careless, half blind!! Haha!

Still dunno about the brown leaf?! Adui~ IT IS ACTUALLY A BUTTERFLY!!! AWESOME RIGHT?!?!? And see this blue plus orange butterfly!! Super nice right?? This butterfly and that brown leaf butterfly, they are both the same butterfly!! It fly to me when I pass by it, probably it likes me. Hahaha! Happy happy ^^ [[ Most important lesson for didi!! Dun always "zhu zhong wai biao"(concern about external appearance)!!! LoL!

The orange butterfly looks like you have seen somewhere right? It is in the Tarzan movie. Sigh, i cant find the picture. anyway ^^ the 2 orange circle on its wings look like eyes isn't it~ Took this picture for so long. Have to wait it to open its wing summore =3=

Another nice butterfly. Omg, i still remember how tickle it is when they stop and creep on my hand. But feeling impressive when many butterflies were flying around you XD

SPIDERMAN!! XP

The 3D Doraemon!! They look alike with the drawing.

Like this "brown thing" the most in pokemon. Like it more than pikachu. LoL. I wonder what is it and its name.. Hmm...

And finally these cute mouse. hehehe. If I have new nice photo then I will share again with u all here. Now.. sleepy =.= see my workers in Restaurant City till faint faint. sleep first~

Sa Si mu li~ ^^

2009-05-16T21:50:00.005+08:00

This is some of my nice photos i have lately.. This is the best!! View from my fren's apartment!!! Very nice hoh! envy envy... DX

This is the night view.. =3= still very nice isn't it?

Suddenly.. fly to~ bread!! this is not a normal bread, this is the golden bread that I have longing to eat it for about 6 years plus!! Dang Dang! Butter bread! not normal de, inside got butter + dunno wat ingredient, arrgg! i didn't take the photo of its inner side!!! It is being sell in a shop named "Bread History" in penang! I really hope KL got sob...

Now is the cats.. they live just behind my house, small cats. But they can climb till this tall edi! Have to becareful of our food in kitchen now? =.='''

This is the character in Monster VS Aliens movie! Hope to watch it soon!!! That blue thing is the no brain monster.. haha~

Sigh, i wonder why I cant post the recorded sound in my phone here.. =( Dunno how to post la~ Or can I? O.o Till here first la, finding the way to post later...

videos~

2009-05-13T01:29:00.012+08:00

Dunno whether can save it from here or not, but u guys try la, haha~ enjoy~

Helo, kon ban wah~

2009-05-12T19:34:00.005+08:00

I wonder how long has it been since my last visit to my bloggie.. hmmm, anyway, now oni got the mood again to write something here~ Sigh, i injured myself quite a lot lately! First is bruises on legs, then is wounds on both legs, then another few bruises on knees... so generally... my leg is full of wounds and bruises now!! super pain... =.=''' why my day was so gloomy these few days...

Yesterday, my maple didi asked me about his homework, biology.. wow, then I only realized I have forgotten SO SO SO many things!! ARGG!!! But then stil got "internal" memory, which I hardly recall it... swt... few months never use my brain.. will it be so fast rotten?! zzz...

Then today I have another sudden whim to do "homework"... So I just take out physic past year.. and see for a few page and try to do... But the formula... why I cant recall it!!!!! ORZ.... really beh tahan myself.. I wonder would I be determined enough to study physic and math for a little everyday from now on? hmm... The main problem is, I still have to go dig out my math notes which disappear from nowhere... Well, though the scary store room is quite small...

Well, going to pasar malam lu!!! yea~~~ pasar malam pasar malam~ write next time~ Ja neh! ^.^

Dear Diary

2009-04-22T00:15:00.003+08:00

Dear diary,
Still the same, I have the sudden whim to type many many things on you today! muahaha! Maybe this post will be long, or maybe very short, anyway~ OMG! IM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG!!! For now, haha! Trying to put on my bloggie so u all can hear it.. TRYING.. But i forgot the website, wat user name did i put.. o.o wish me luck~ =.='''

In the recent past, I finally learned how to do some basic design to help my dad by my own! =D So happy, luckily, i went to photoshop workshop before this. It was like 4 years ago? However I still keeping the guide lines paper with me =) Who said that keeping many things is a bad things!! That's why I hardly throw thing, for more appropriate description, it is a super difficult task to ask me to throw things! Especially things that I loved when I was small. Heredity again I guess? =D

Oh ya, btw, it took me 1 day to work out how to do just some easy stuff. Sigh, but I like the feeling of finally found out the way to do this and that. Maybe I should do some "artwork" here someday. Kiki. See first la. Omg, internet line soo slow la!!! =.=''' finally added the song, aft half hour? suddenly bo mood, go sleep le~ bb my diary~ oh ya, enjoy the song~

Blue Whale in Midvalley =)

2009-04-14T00:11:00.005+08:00

I went to Mid Valley today, for the blue whale "exhibition" =D Today is the last day of the exhibition. Should have gone there earlier. Though we have missed out quite a numbers of event held there, but we still manage to make it for the exhibition =D

Read some facts about the big blue whale. These are the facts that i can barely remember. And some of them surprised me!

heart as big as a mini cooper. So a small human can actually crawl in its atteries!
its weight almost same as 25adult elephants' weight or 150tons (136,000kg)
its tongue ITSELF can weight as much as an elephant
a single adult can consume 4 to 8 tons of kril(foods)! everyday!!!
average length is 70 to 85 feets can grow up to 100feets(30m, a basket ball court)!!
small baby has average approximately 25feets in length!
will winter off to somewhere where near the equator

Here is the real whale in the sea~

And this is the baby whale model in Mid Valley, very big!!!
Sometime, i think that it is quite fun to work as 1 of the researcher of animal. However, I dun think a person with such less patient and insistence like me can competence for this job. Haha. So, I can only work as a part time worker who read some fun facts about animal.. *wink* Hope you enjoy the facts too

I wan burger, pizza, spaghetti, fried rice, chips, western foods.....

2009-04-08T20:42:00.002+08:00

Lately as you know, im a person who just extracted her teeth last week.. who cant eat many hard foods due to the wound.. In this week, I suddenly realised that.. everything around me is all about foods!!!! =.=''' Pasar Malam.. food store every where.. supermarket.. pizza hut and burger!!! even tv!! cakes, foods lunch dinner!!!! my handphone accessories---> pandan cake and lollipop..... oh my god...

List of yes
1.
2.
3.

List of oh my god..... =.=
1.
ate this thing for 2 dinner...

my first meat in a week~ sweet and sour meat! But too bad is...
Why it is spicy 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really really don't understand why they like to add chili in sweet and sour meat.... zzz...

Today, me and mom saw my cousin's chicken in my garden.. And surprisingly, today she was soo soo obedient. (did not run away from us~)

(she is actually a very bad and fat chicken who always scramble "foods" with the birds even though she is very full. Some more! She can eat everything u give her.. EVERYTHING!! Even dog snack she can eat.. =.=''' swtness...)

And we wonder, how to play with a chicken? Did any1 know? LoL
Dogs, most probably you can play chase chase (hold a bone in your hand if ur doggy is abit of old to play chase chase... =D)
Cats maybe you can play snatching ball wit it, make it do some poses and take some pic as 1 of my clever fren. =P Really love this picture

Mouse, just giv them a little running wheel and play snatch food with it. muahaha
Then.. how about chicken? It can't be I have to play "snatch worm" with it? =.= Then no choice, instead we play with it, we just play it =) Actually is training.. anyway~See, today's result. she can lie postrate as "sit" XD I like her tail, straight like a line ~
And we also help her to snatch a "大头贴!" Very sweet right? i mean us. ^^
I really wonder what else we can play with a chicken. Give me some suggestion if you have 1 XD

Lalalala~ hahahaha........

2009-04-02T15:40:00.002+08:00

Sigh... sad... why is it like this.. feeling super not well... internet fast till cant describe... so many things that cant eat.. and at this critical time, all things smell so good.. very hungry... extract so many teeth at once, is it a good idea? .... But still, sleeping is the best.. i hope i can sleep for few days non stop... pray for me to sleep for just 48 hours more... *praying* ..... Amithaba.....

Lets discuss about a deep topic...pre life!

2009-03-29T19:56:00.002+08:00

Did you ever believe you have pre-life? Yes I do believe! Since I was still small, my parents already think that I am an old lady who lives in overseas in my past life… Why do they say so? Because~ I love western food very much!! Don’t think I am nonsense, it is also investigated by scientists years ago! Even scientists doubt that whether it is true or not! But I am not sure about the real answer nor the result of that investigation… Anyway~ =D

Before I was born to this family, my parents never touch pizza, cheese or even butter!! Erm, spaghetti also I think. And you started to wonder how I can eat cheese since I was small until now? For those who don’t know, I am quite a monster when it comes to cheesy~! According to my mom, I can eat up 6 to 8 pieces of cheese in only 1 day… ah haha… I can eat up to 8 maybe when I was watching Tom and Jerry. Why? Hmmm, not a good question though, but you see, every child likes to imitate others’ movements? And yes, it is including me. Jerry really makes my parents went “broke”. LoL

Oh ya, back to the topic. Why I can taste these western foods since I was small? It is because of my effort, I can say =P

Procedures

1.) First, I went to super (super market) with my parents.

2.) Then I took a “lump” of butter (which cover with aluminum foil if not wrong?)

*~If you think next is, I just hand it to my mom, its totally wrong!~*

3.) I bite the butter and let my mom to see. Muahaha!

So just fight for every thing you that you want. *blink*

I am sure a person who lives in other country than Malaysia before this! That’s why I LOVE western food much more than Chinese cuisine! And today, through the tv show, I am more sure about it, because the show is having a survey about which fruits is the best among those foreigners. The choices of fruit included, “fire dragon fruit” (try to imagine yourself, I just straightly translate from Chinese…), Durian and nangka. And the result.. All of them HATE DURIAN!!! And Love nangka!! Exactly like me!!

People said, if you have no fate with ones, then both of you would never meet in whole life. And ya, I also believe in fates too =) If ones have no more fate with another person, then it will come to a forever goodbye... Soul’s day is going to reach, ya… Just be filial to parents before you regret. Ciao first.

China China China~ ~Part 3~

2009-03-27T22:19:00.006+08:00

Here, still have some of China nice scenes =D
Love the strawberry land!!! Hope someday my garden is as big as this and can pick the strawberry and eat it while walking through the garden~ Sure very satisfying ^^ muahaha!

See, the strawberry! So kawaii!! But kena my mom "cut its hair" and become "botak" before i eat..=3= so its name is... "strawberry monk"

another nice scene~ like the "mei hua" tree, pink color!! X) My another dream house scene~

Before the fountain start its show, the timing was so nice

Fountain fountain fountain!!

Dun be too shock when u see me... Tats why i said i ate a little bit of too much.. haha....

This is how a china guy talks, hehe..like japanese!!!! But actually he is talking in chinese "fang yuan" =.='''

China China China~ ~Part 2~

2009-03-24T22:04:00.009+08:00

Another masterpiece which i proud of it~ Kikiki~ On the train aka 动车~

This photo.. specially taken for ay huey~ hope u like it =D If u want some more, i have more photo of it with different angles. Oh ya, btw, it's on the water de leh~ with fishy inside the water ^o^ It is inside the hotel where i stayed at. I wish i would have play it when i was there.. =( with the tune i played in your house when it was your birthday.. Haha

Food time again!!! Muahahaha! actually ate a lot when traveling in China.. Omg... see the food... Oh ya, China people hoh, they really like to order many(x20) dishes when they are "belanja-ing" people from other country... they said it is to show that their enthusiasm in welcoming us. wow~ These dishes on the table are all mine~ of couse it is not including the dishes on the rotary table. LoL But... ha..ha... i think you know why I say "but"... =.=''' 1 of the china workers there telling us her experience when she is in Malaysia..
"I was given fork and a round shape thing (spoon) in helping me to eat. Wow, I don't even know how to use those things! Still, the chinese chopsticks is the best!!"
Ha.. Ha... my parent and i smiled to each other.. cuz they know.. i like to use fork and spoon much more than the chopsticks!!
"And when i was in Malaysia airport for the first time, it rained heavily as if people pouring down water from the sky! wow!"
Now i only know, china don't rain so heavily as Malaysia.. haha...

Now allow me to introduce my another cute photo collection! the piggy!!! I miss Peggy =P This is a teapot and the piggy's mouth is the pot's spout! very cute right?? XP Oh ya, btw, if you have any cute collection which u think is cute, pls share with me too!!

Q pao pao~

Ay huey, you know wat? I found a nice partner for you, a china guy! He is exactly same like you!! erhem, nearly 90% i mean! Hehe. He speaks softly like you, and he is a bit of introvert, and got the glasses like you! And I also have to "hah" him when talking with him. HAHA! ^^ Don't think that he has a mature look, actually he has a baby face!!! And surprisingly, he is working in a company which my dad went for working purpose. All workers in that company looks very young in age. And this guy is only 3 years older than us =.='' But i quite look up to him. He came to Nanjing, a place very far from his hometown to work when he is 22 only! He can only go home once a year to meet with his parents! His reason to come so far is that he wants to "闯一闯" and gets many money to bring his parents to Nanjing.. What a filial son. Considering him ma, ay huey? =D

This is some photo when we were at the "qing huai" river. =)

This is when we were at "Fu Zhi Miao" in Nanjing,we rent some china old traditional emperor cloths to wear. Like this picture. ^^
Another nice scene for me, in the car~

In their "mei hua" (1 type of flower), grapes and pear's garden. Finally i saw a pear three, but it is not the season to bear pears. Aiya~ Mei hua in front of me =D
Nah, Kopi here are some of the photos lak~ Before i forget kopi, take photos to show me too when you are in China ok?! ^^

China China China~ ~Part 1~

2009-03-24T19:26:00.011+08:00

Last week, my dad going to China for working. So we all just use this opportunity to visit this nice country.XD There, I found out some strange scenes there, eg. giant bird in the sky, jail in car, car which do not has a license plate, etc.. i have taken many nice photo of beautiful scenes ^^ and the sky's beautiful picture. Hehe~ Let's see some of my masterpieces!! muahaha!
This 1 is one of my favourite sky photo =P

And finally!! The giant bird in the sky!

Another! Jail in the car... =) actually is taxi.. Their public security is really____(fill in the blank urself)... Or is it only for in case?

Ok la, here is something really surprised me, car which do not even have a license plate... According to the taxi driver, every new car has the rights to drive a new car without the license plate for 15days. WOW! I wonder if they use this car to do crime, how do others recognise the criminal's car? China people really drive like mad people.. Until now, this is the FIRST time I ride a car with driver who drive more dangerously than my dad....

Oh ya, another difference between China and Malaysia is, you can see many many electric bicycle in the street of China. Their electirc bicycle also doesn't make any noise at all. And their road has the opposite way of car pathway. This made us always use quite a long time to cross the road. We all had scary and shocking "adventures" by just crossing the road. I remember once, we were scared by the electric bicycle which come very near us "silently" with fast speed when we were crossing a road.. =.= This make me wondering whther the situation is the same in Korea or not? That's why Park "import" his electric bicycle to Malaysia? =P

Ok, now food time ^^ China's prawns are all very super small! See, even my finger is bigger than it! Every prawn I can see in China dishes were all small prawns like this! I am not sure that whether they all ordered this kind of small prawn or this is the normal size of their prawns.. But their steam boat are really nice. Especially the sheep's meat beside the prawn in the plate.

Me and mommy in the Wu Xi street with a big advertisement screen behind us! Super cold that nitght!! Strong winds keep on blowing, we really really feel like freezing by just standing there. But you see my mom why she doesn't zip up her jacket? because she want to show off her favourite cloth ma~ haha!! But I don't dare to risk my life by just showing off my good looking cloth. LoL

Me in the hotel (Wu xi) =)

A jacket which i bought at Wu xi. =P like this jacket, the feeling of "warmmy"~~ ^-^ But will it looks like winter outfit? tell me =.='' i wanna noe

Then is the Desserts, the cute sweety squarish strawberry!!! Nice shape right? =D

The Song in My Q Music Bear

2009-03-24T15:36:00.005+08:00

说好的幸福呢
**
你的回话呢凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢
**
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了我都还记得

This is the song's lyric which I love to listen lately
The song and lyric are so (x10) nice. LOVE IT! =) Hope you will like this song too.
Don't think that I just simply copy and paste it, it is all written by myself!
Training to challenge typing chinese word in great speed =P
Transferring my picture from camera. *~*BRB*~*

Just another typing =)

2009-03-17T02:31:00.006+08:00

Today, all of a sudden, i realised that im really a very lazy person. Why is my dad a person who is so hardworking can born a lazy daughter like me? haha! There must be gene mutation i think. Say till mutation, the streamyx line reli mutated already! The line always slow until i don hv any idea to describe!! But at this critical time, my interest towards on9 has just increased.. sien nu..

Found some very cute thing to add into my blog ^^ happy happy. And i suddenly got the mood to change my bloggie layout. While changing it.. my computer shut down by itself again!!! OMG!! i was just finished all the changes and want to save it then it turn.. *~*PUFF!!!*~* =.=''' But anyway, it doesn't stop me from quiting! >.< aimlessly =")" forgotten ="D">.<

omg... where is the other paragraph!!!! why it didn't show up!!!! i have forgotten what i wrote that day edi =.= its is a quite long post.. anyway..... ---> =o='''''

My scientific thoughts + some crazy elements..

2009-03-14T18:40:00.005+08:00

Lately keep on sleep untill noon, =.= the feeling of gonna sick is sure very sad!!! i not always sick de... just.. my mom sick for 3 weeks le.. then only i feeling not well... my life keep on "terbalik" (up side down) since last year!!! ahhhh!!!! suddenly want to sing this song....

"为什么这样子~ (生活颠倒)
你拉着我说你已经决定~(决定要我生活颠倒)
我拉不住住你~(拉不住正常的生活)
他的手应该比我更暖~(正常的生活跑到别人的手上)
已经习惯不去阻止你~(习惯没刻意阻止生活颠倒)
再过一阵子你就会回来~(因为生活颠倒的习惯赶走了过一会儿又会回来)"
by Jay Chou (forgot wat song title..)
this lyric really suits my situation!!! T.T

Today it was a rainy day again. It rained quite heavily.. when i came down from upstair, and saw it was raining outside.. "Lets enjoy the rain ba!" Then i sat on the floor naturally and "stared" at the scenery of this rainy day. Are you thinking that im crazy? YA! i am! muahaha!

It really seem like an essay that written in my mind.. since i was still in primary school. LOL. And i thought of sth that related to science.. how are the clouds and rain formed? i was imagining I am Newton sitting under a "roof" instead of tree, and thinking of why the earth can attract everything. And maybe our earth or even galaxy are only part of some dust (round ball shaped dust) in a giant's house which live in a bigger world. mayb the giant sees us as microorganism. and just let us live on our own.

And then i wonder, the ants, when they see-ing others ppl hand and "smashing" on them, are they feeling the slow motion that our hand "slowly" smashing on them or wat? How was the feeling of being so so small like an ant? =E

if the giant did exist, then we r the ant then? haha!!i wonder did microorganism has any thought? altho biology taught us that microorganism did not has enough space for a brain. But.. i still wonder =P Sometimes, i feel like want to be a scientist who study these kind of things! haha, but see first =P

It was still raining outside, like mad ppl.. then i thought of school days.. when i forgot or lazy to bring an umbrella when going to school.. and FORTUNAELY, it rained that day.. then only place i can hide aft school was the library, the damn cold library.. why they always want to open the aircond until so cold!?!?!? really dun understand!! well.. i still remember 1 day, my class ends at 3 and i wait till 5 sth oni can go back home.. becoz of the rain.. super cold u noe!!! in that super cold library.. and i didn't bring any jacket with me that day!!! super lucky..

Oh ya, i got another opinion.. when you feel very very cold, find urself a super thick branket and cover urself, then "squeeze" urself as if u r a little prawn in ur own bed.. It is a very blissful moment!!!! And you can sleep in this blissful surrounding satisfyingly!! Im not sure am i the only one who felt this. Tell me if u do think it is blissful! ^^

omg omg, too many day dreaming! Thats all for now first~ hehe ;D

Miri

2009-03-02T13:47:00.009+08:00

Went to Miri lately.. because we have book the air ticket and cant be cancelled. 7 years.. for the first time, i went back to my sweet home town. Many things had changed, but some, i still manage to recognise. and the road, i still remember a little bit. so nostalgic~ =) Most of the supermarket had "switched" their places.. and it is quite confusing for us who left Miri for so many years.

But we also dun hv times for shopping. We went to visit and chat wif my parents' friend most of the time. And for me, i only met wif 1 of my primary fren. =P But so happy to be able to meet hee again! aft 6years?? wow.. And i juz dun get it, when i was in miri, my heart felt quite peaceful.. and felt quite like a simple life thr. mayb the disappearance of massive numbers of cars? hmm... Juz the equation of Miri for me is.. Miri = peace, simple..... love tat place. But it is abit too small if compare to KL.

If u guys wonder how Miri looks like, here is some photo =)
So happy tat i can go back again aft so many years ^_^ and finally i went to eat dinner at the restaurant which i love the most! Its "fried yam" is the most delicious dish i could find in these years! muahaha.. but the doraemon's "tong luo shau" shop already gone... T.T till now i can still remember its taste!!sob....

ok, next~ here is my new cute picture gallery site again. hehe.
Q turtle bread! good smell and super soft! Dun think it can be eaten o, its juz a fake bread tho.. =0 use for cushion ur hand while using mouse.

oh ya, as i promise.. hehe.. here is some photos that i suppose to pose in here...
A devil's crime.. she is the 1 feeding our "dai ka jeh"
Aft that, another victim appeared...
Then she said to a victim tat her tie had losen a little and wan help her to tie it up.. and u see~
Then she "forced" the victim to help her to rape "dai ka jeh"
If any1 see tis person, pls dun hesitate and call 90758018! Thank you for ur cooperation =D

HuiVen's psychology report..

2009-03-01T23:03:00.006+08:00

Lately i had carried out an investigation. This is how does my report looks like..

i) Hypothesis: Thing will turn out to be the other way round when u mention a statement.
ii) Aim : To prove that Hui Ven's theory is always right =)

iii) Method :
1. Use a video camera to record what u have said. (for obtaining the statement)
2. Continue to record. Make sure that ur hand stay as calm as possible so the video is clear enough for any further judgement.
3. Remember to observe what would happen after the statement has been made.
4. Make sure that time of recording is reasonable.
5. Experiment was being repeated. Results were recorded.

iv) Result :
result 1.

Statement: HweiYin NEVER "masuk longkang"(bowling ball never went to side track)!

Description: Me and Peggy was saying HweiYin NEVER thrown a ball that went into the bowling alley's side track. Then the ball went into the longkang for the 1st time.. and then 2nd time aft we said that!!! So weird!! (X . X)

result 2.

Statement: HweiYin MASUK LONGKANG!!

Description: Me and Peggy was saying the ball that Hwei Yin would throw surely would go into longkang!! and the result shown was... the ball is going on its way to "longkang"(side track) but it turns its way towards the centre of the bowling alley and hits the pins!!!(it is clearly shown in her 2nd throw) SWT!!

P/s: Her ball REALLY turns towards the centre when it is going to drop inside the longkang for so many times!!! It an miracle for me u noe!!? Super strange!!!! Really really OMG!!

Conclusion: HuiVen's hypothesis is proven to be true!
__________________________________________________Copyrights@Ven

Actually, altho this is juz purely for entertainment, but sometimes i do wonder about this question. Is it true? Haha, i think many of u also have gone thru this kind of experience. In fact, it already happen around me for many times. So for me, i wont say out things until i had confirmed or done. for in case? LoL. When i thought back.. was it true? Well.. actually I have totally no idea!!

Oh ya, an announcement.. i have changed my mind to enter Curtin's july intake instead of March intake.. it is another example again.. after telling u all tat i will be going to study in Curtin in Fed/March intake.. it turned out to be.. im taking the july intake.. =.=''' It was decided only aft i had "mentally prepared" and settle down all my moods... Why? coz of some problems.. I really dunno how shall i face this again in july?? sigh.. and in fact im quite lost n confused now..... ya, again -o-'''

time aft time, years aft years

2009-02-20T16:09:00.005+08:00

suddenly so miss those days in college. Its quite fast, im going to study in university edi. Never expect that it will be so soon(most probably). Suddenly, i thought of family and friends here, now i oni noe, the feeling of going elsewhere rather than ur own place with family here. of coz and friends here. But its also the time for me to prove that i can do it too! I dun want to be so rely on others already. I wanna be more strong. i would be more strong 1 day. Juz see!

Feel like arranging my comp files. i was looking at my photo album, and accidentally i saw some crazy ppl pose. haha!

this quite "jing dian" (classic). 3 ppl scrambling a tomato sauce in kfc =P
summore, a greedy person i ever met =) dun think that other ppl got these photos oh. kiki~

Durin the wedding party of Ms Tee and Mr Park. Guess which 2 are they =D

a person hu acting kesian~
when 3 girls met a big super star...
and suddenly.. fly to a very very super nostalgic photo!!! T.T
Long time never go yu hua edi. it is so fast that now is 2009 edi!!! 3 years past T.T
Few years... ya, quite a long time. Mayb we wont b able to meet each other quite often. I am sure i will miss those days! However, wish we can still keep in touch! via msn or phone or sms or whatever. Those who did not update their blog frequently pls update more for me to read and those hu doesnt even hv blog juz fast fast go create 1 and giv me ur blog address!! ok? ^-^ Waiting gd news frm u!

Valentine's day for singles

2009-02-14T20:24:00.006+08:00

First of all, i wanna wish those who got dear de HaPpY VaLeNtInE's day~ and of coz those who are still single de faster faster meet with your right person oh =D

Valentine's day ah, wat i doing is dating with my Tv and laptop at home nia lo. sien nu.. msn, saw many ppl also putting.. valentine's day boring, sien, lonely bla bla.. haha all same type of ppl. Then today, msn suddenly become single's gathering place to talk. cuz all who had bf gf sure go out wan ma~ bu suang bu suang =3= should hv ask our "ji mui" to go out walk walk too!!! but totally dun have this idea b4 reaching valentine's day.. suan liao la~

Say till valentine's day, my fren going back to NZ today. LoL, so lonely wor~ i ma say lo, mayb u can meet ur girl on plane leh~ kiki. think brightly~ =) It has been a long time i didn't meet with him edi, and his face still the same, didn't change much. and many primary skul mate can still recognise him and add him in facebook or frenster. When he asked them why they know it was him?

The answer was.. "ur face haven't change mah~"

haha, he said hurt wor cuz still child face and didn't become more mature yet. XD Even he is walking on the road, he also can meet with person still can recognise him aft 9years? But he totally no idea who is he at first.. =D

There is some advatage de~ that ur face didn't change much, can recognise by old fren ma~ and even can hv surprise on road too. XP hehe. but last time, when me and college fren exchange to see our photo when we were still small kid,

and my friend said.. "walao! ur face didn't change at all leh!"

....................................................
my 1st reaction------> (-o-''')
Then i was like..."what?!!! no change meh!!? Reli meh?!? Got leh!! who say no change!" swt...
Hmm.. aft thought back of this scene... i think i can understand his feeling now... LoL

ok la ok la, till here oni la~ go watch tv lu~~~ ^_^

New year gonna go edi =3=

2009-02-07T20:14:00.005+08:00

and again, it gonna be another week. new year gonna come to an end. and went to visited some of my friend's house. =D and saw many pet in their house too. But most of them were doggies.. erm.. not the tame doggie that i like the most. and some of them were very super fierce!!! omg.. luckily thr is no any injuries (ren ming shang wang) =P the most "special" pet that i had met while visiting others house was.. bunny!!! ^^

it has been a long time i didn't play with a bunny edi. She like to massage by her owner, and super Q!! ^^ but it is quite big in size, but stil same word.. Q!!!! XD heard that she is just 2 or 3 years old. Not sure if it is counted as old or young. anyway~ hehehe~ when ur hand was "moving" (massaging movemet) then d bunny will move its head to ur hand position. Super cute! when her owner do tat movement and she "guai guai" move her head, it make me cant stop laughing. haha. and when she lie down, it was like a carpet! here is some of her photo XP
Bunny:"Look wat? never see bunny b4 ah. Dun u dare to bully ah, i bite u de ah"
Little big fat thing XP very fat~

My friends always ask me... "since u so like pets, why dun u rear 1?" My answer always would be like this.. "No la~ Dun wan la~" why? This is due to a promise i made 8 years ago to myselelf. Dunno, i just dun wan to feel sad again. Sad when see it alone, sad when i cant always accmpany it, sad when he suffer, sad when he leave me alone.. and i think, i wont be a very gd owner. dunno, just got the feeling.

okok, next topic!!! ^^ these photo were taken when we all hving a new year visiting team =) so long never meet them all in once edi. XD

tis is me, samurai!! cool leh~~~ ^^
My Mashi Maro tat won in fun fair as reward~ ^^ nice rite~ if not wrong, i use less than RM10 to win it. so lucky!! and when i going home while hugging the mashi, every1 look at me. muahahahahaha! opps, i shouldn't be like tat.. hehehe >.< but very happy~

hope next year got tis type of new year visiting team again la =) tats all for now first~

2009 New Year!

2009-02-01T00:41:00.009+08:00

Yeh!!! This is another brand new year again! More new year revolution are waiting for me again =)

ya, this year, i went to Alor Star, Kedah for visiting relatives as usual. hmm, photos? swt... in others camera again.... i really wanna buy a camera edi!!! ROAR!!! Let me think.. The thing i like the most in small small town that unlike KL is.. the sky!!! can see stars clearly!! and even the fireworks also very nice oh!!^^ hehe.. And also the scenes~ here is some of the scenes picture~
Nice leh~~~ kekeke, of coz la~ took by me wat~ muahaha!

Accidentally took a photo which contain not "natural" material in it =.= But still, im Maxis supporter! XD

My uncle showed us a 100k++ stairs that made by wood and by hand craft(his friend doing it). First things appear in my head.. "ki siao punya ppl!!" Really wat~! use so many money for the stairs only! i rather buy other things or use for other purposes!! But just dunno y still got this kind of ppl live in this world.. or mayb im juz a poor person who didn't know about how do rich men live? swt.. here is the photo of us wif tat 100k+ stairs way...
Anyway, dun look very special rite? =.='' really bow to those "wood lover" reli quite "wood head" la~ =3=

Now then i realized, many of those old ppl like to tell old stories when they were young. And im quite enjoy when listening it too =D But sometimes, i managed to feel their loneliness while they were telling the stories. Cuz it is quite sad for some of them to live quite far frm their children. sigh. parents, is really a super hard job.

okok! no sad mood! Guess wat? now is... doggy!!!^^ short leg doggies are quite Q too XD(photo below is my uncle's dog, run quite fast and chase ppl 1 oh~) if i can, i really wan to rear a short leg doggy. First, i no need to be chased by it until very tired but it is the 1 who tired ^^ Second, short leg doggies are super Q when it run!!! So sometimes i will go to pet shop to see short leg doggies. If lucky, can see them run also. =D
Next is... kitty!!! erm, i should call it grandkitty le ba? quite old edi.. 9 years old edi if im not mistaken? It is my cousin's pet. But very nice kitty ^^ its name is "ah hei" aka "hei hei" (i prefer the later 1). When u call its name, it will turn its head and look at u! clever ^^ then it was as if it know what we were talkin about and will giv responses. Surprising rite? =)
it looks like soft toy rite? feel like hugging it! its fur is very soft and smooth. ^^ and it also scaring me by appearing in different weird places such as, the back side of laptop when i was on9-ing, our baggage which looks like a box (it really likes to play "treasure hunt" in a box, haha) and etc etc.
oh ya, went to waterfall wif cousins and aunt also. and again photos are not with me again =.= later i will only upload it... ^^

This is the picture taken when we were in Mr Seo, our dai zek lou physic teacher house. ^^ The small kid that peggy hugging is his son, Samuel. A cute, handsome and smart boy =) Really hard to imagine Mr seo got a son that so handsome! And the fishing rod that i holding was Samuel's toy. But few of my classmates still scramble it from a small kid and play for few hours. LOL!

classmates and a gorilla playing "toy" that "invented" by dai zek lou teacher =)
this is the video taken in mr seo's house

enjoy =D And Thx lot ya dai zek lou teacher for all the things ^^ hahaha

The First Bday girl among us =)

2009-01-19T16:24:00.004+08:00

lol, here i come again! today 19 Jan edi! I reli reli dun want January to become past again so fast!!! sob sob.. oh ya, today or tmr 1 of my friend will having exam again. lol, gd luck gd luck =D

well, then ystd was Huey aka Geeny's bday, and of coz we celebrated it with her. We got a sudden whim to give her a surprise without telling her that we will "break" into her house, hehehe. But for sure, we had told her mother about our plan to make sure Huey would be at home too when we reached... ^-^"

and this, is ystd Bday girl!! u see, she smile till so happy, haha~

actually, we all thought will have more ppl going there. In the end, only 3 of us turned up. lol, all busy wif things. But the problem was.. we told huey's mom that the number of person would be around 8... o.o''' so here it was, 2 cakes and a table of delicious foods.
In Pic: Me, Ay Huey, Eliceta, Ying
haha, thx to Huey's mom for preparing all these. >.<>(P/S: got realize that im quite attractive when im playing piano? muahaha!)

All of them learned piano except me, of coz both Eli and ying present a song for our Bday girl as they planned. =) u see, eli played piano till knotted her own hand, but stil laughing happily. ^_^Y

Then is openning "present" ceremony. I quite like this photo, cuz it looks like a little girl holding an ang pao and showing off to others. haha ^^ Hope u like the presents and had a nice day that day =) ok, now! whats next in my to do list... clean up computer table? aww... =3=

Gonna New Year XD

2009-01-17T23:00:00.012+08:00

I didn't blog for a long time again. and again it was due to laziness =)
Frm xmas till now, time passes so fast!!! tv, comp, book(leisure=P), maple, shopping, clean house, throw things.. bla bla bla.. so fast then 1 day edi.. anyway, these are my recent photo.

Of course, this is not my photo..this is fried rice from AC!!!! So long din eat edi! so miss it~!! so when i went back to hostel to clear my things there i just go to buy it and eat. kiki now feel like wanna eat it again man... =(

my room aka hostel. used to study and do homework till very late thr. now cant go back thr anymore =( and fried rice on table ^^

went to teluk intan also~ but wif my family not classmate =( at seaside with a hut there.

did u feel the "senget"ness? my dad's skill can make it look straight =.='' tis is taken by my cousin. lol

in maple~ xmas season! decorate xmas tree with my guild mate loney ^^ oh ya, we r both transform into the most cutest bunny! love it!!

during xmas time we can change frens into monster by using a pot.. haha, here we are, all the same mob, QQ dragon!!!!! we use quite some pot to make all of us turned into dragon >.<snowman jumping!!! tis one took me quite some time to get leh~ straight line~ cuz my screen shot button got abit problem plus im quite lag that time.. =3= but anyway~ nice rite?! muz say nice =D

mid's xmas tree~ best fren ^^ like tis pic

my mommy bday~ haha, tmr gonna hv another 1 =P so long din hang up wif mommy edi D= tat day still many photo at my frens camera! beh song! i wanna buy a camera!!! T.T

tis is b4 new year 2009, the first picture we took for 2009 is in my frens camera!!! >_<

Happy new year!!!! got see any any firework? i din see also =3= i thought i can take firework de picture de~ o.o" from there, can see about 5 or 6 places putting firework! =D

like tis picture very much!!!! hehehe! went to ice skating! outside the icy floor~

the "at last~" ice skating =) yearn for it long long time edi!!! frm last year august i think? lol, want to go again in feb mayb ^^

a friend that i haven't met for a very very long time, glad that got the chance to hang up wif her ^_^

lately de homemade biscuit! i got "help" abit noh~ haha! but quite unsuccessful, because when it drop on the plate from our hand, u can hear "tok" sound.. it suppose to be soft one... =.=''' anyway, mayb will try to make other type of biscuit XD

then lately keep on busy with cleaning my room,house and buying cloths le~ Chinese new year gonna reach wat~
our last minute family always act like tis liao de la~ We still have quite "er hem" things to clear. Hope can make it b4 Chinese new year~

Q little things

2008-12-26T17:51:00.009+08:00

today i browsed through my comp pic, and have a sudden whim to post some of my collection of QQ picture ^^

haha, dun think its real de, but i think u would know it is fake 1 frm the pic~

red bean soup!!! nice right~? keke, tis is another hanger for phone~ my friend's 1. =) keep making ppl feel like eating it!! >.<
ok! now it is real 1 edi! kekeke~ why oni 5?! guees urself ba. =D

haha! this is my favourite.. CHEESE CAKE!!!! muahaha, like its taste, but dunno y not many ppl like to eat it =3= anyway, abit messy cuz i took tis photo aft eating abit of it. psps~

My friend's birthday present!!! T.T So Q!!!!!! REALLY MISS HIM!! He is now at my friend's warm bed.. sob sob.. last 1 in shop D=

snow white picture before it fall after biting the apple

A really beh tahan picture!!! Queen of the cats~ sleeping lazily in my friend's house!! lol!

my friend's drawing. sometime when see-ing the picture, giv me a feeling of scolding.. "Bad naughty tiger!" haha, oh ya, btw, it is biting and "playing" with a cat.. tehee..

a bleeding strawberry cheese cake o.O

tats all for now first ba. maple maple maple!! XD

Mai Tang Yuan Mai Tang Yuan~ lalala~

2008-12-21T13:55:00.003+08:00

today is Dong Zhi festival =)
got tang yuan eat~ lalalala~ happy happy ^^
ystd i went to my aunt house to do tang yuan, chatting while making it(tang yuan) round. sometime i thought, some of the chinese traditional was actually had its own purpose. For example tang yuan, mayb is they wan to every family member to work together to finish the task of making tang yuan, since it is so easy. So family members will have time spent together once in a while.
My tang yuan~ Yummy ^^ ops~ juz realize it was blur aft they were in my stomach~ kekeke~

Well, about chinese new year, why we must buy new cloths? Mayb the older generation in the past want their offspring to have some reason to buy a new cloths and be happy since most of them in the earlier generation were poor, thats why~ they make a rule of this ^^

But about the lengend story.. hmm, dunno, i sometimes have the feeling that they just make up the story to pursue their offspring to follow the tradition. Well, this isn't a bad thing as they, the older generation were thinking for our own good. Which parent doesnt want their offspring to always be good? =) oh ya, dun take my words too serious as these were all just my second though and assumptions. Wahahaha~ =P

But this year Dong Zhi was a little bit of different. My other aunt and cousin have to go to a place in this special day to have a family reunion.. Time and tide wait for no man, life is short and weak too sometimes. When i heard that my cousin phoned from oversea to her mom just to cry, again, i realized, we really cant imagine how hard was the hard time they had been gone through for them to accept the fact.

To them, there were nothing else really important anymore other than their father or husband. Through this, it always reminds me about there is nothing reli that important in this world, everything will change, and PLEASE appreciate it when u have it. As long as we are healthy and have our basic needs fulfilled, we should be happy enough. Because we are still breathing. Don't really count too much with others, cuz, u will loss the counting ability when you face with death.

Well, now, i also cant do anything for them, let time to heal their wound.
P/s: pai seh, lately were all sad sad post.. will change to happy post later =)

2008-12-16T03:35:00.003+08:00

I just simply can't sleep again. Finding songs to listen, feel like typing. So i ended up here. Another midnight, but this time is different from last time when i came here to blog. Tonight, i haven't sleep yet. haha, just let it be la~

Holiday-ing already, last time when still exam-ing, I really really do hope to finish the exam and get rid of studying!! But now, surprisingly, i even go and take physic and math book to look at!!! Why become like this.. haha~~~

Time sure passes fast enough, it had been 3weeks and almost 1 month i finished my exam! Got days that hang out with friends, family, shopping, staying at home, watch drama, watch tv, maple... bla bla... planning to go find a part time job AGAIN! Hope i can insist to go to work la~ =D

Listening to music, lately i always like to listen to very super super sad song, the more sad it is, the more gd it is... just dunno y! since exam period i think. 1 of my friend asked me, are u ok or not? exam until sot liao ah? and the other said, im in sad mode wor~ haha, but when im down or wat, i used to listen to very cheerful and happy song, that makes me feel better =) Songs.. how long had it been since the last time i listen to radio? there is no new song in my brain, not even 1. But except Jay's new song la~ keke~ Have to update myself sometimes..

ahh! y midnight mood always like this de!! Cant get it! ahh!! i feel like wanna go out to walk around!!! no 1 accompany me =.= i wan to see stars at Pangkor!! sigh.. cant go.. i wan to see the shooting star again! so miss that night at pangkor after SPM.. the sound of sea, the sand, the night that full of stars, the peace.. midnight sit with friend to watch stars.. feel so nostalgic. the promise that i made for myself. and now i still keep it on. But this time, i cant go to Pangkor, could i keep the promise in the future? Hope so.

2008-12-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

今天是我们所期待已久了的毕业旅行,而我我只能在家看着电脑...
不是我不想去,而是临时的一些突变,好伤心,但也改变不了什么...
第一次那么强烈地感觉到什么是逼不得已,因我也成为了那些讨厌的放人飞机一族的一员...好想好想跟他们一起去...
他们应该在我一个朋友家了吧?玩得怎样呢?没勇气打电话给他们.因我真的不知道要给怎样的"表情"给他们. 应面带笑容呢,还是怎样?但希望他们还是会玩得开心.
希望,我们真的能再一天一起出去旅游...但这机会也太渺茫了吧?
但真的有一天在我环境许可下,再一次跟他们一起旅游,可以吗?
在这里,还是想说一句,对不起,我不是故意的...对不起....

The early hours

2008-11-08T05:48:00.002+08:00

Wake up and stay up in the midnight is something that i have not tried for a long time.. the feeling was.. peace... listening to music, not to think about exam or everything in life, as if i no need to do anything, in the midnight like this..

I had a sudden whim to go check for mails..which i didn't even touch it for more than half or 1 year? saw many trash mail in it.. and about 6k new message that haven't read... ah ha.. ha... many birthday reminders.. hmmm... many meaningful email that forwarded by my friends.. the feeling of laughing in front of computer by reading mails had finally came to me again. and saw many people updated their blog.. Surprisingly, i saw my good friend updated her blog, few weeks ago.. Then i only came to be known that... how was her real feeling when she told me something in msn..

As a good friend, i felt i was quite a failure to realize that she actually did update her blog recently.. it has been a long time.. i didn't contact with old friends.. and it seem we are tored farrer and farrer apart.. all of them were busy, as me.. busy preparing assignment, busy with studies, busy with works, busy with life... miss them..

And my college life gonna come to an end... another end of sth... i hate this kind of feeling.. But why, some of my classmate hope to end it as fast as it can? Maybe i understand, they just want to get rid of the hard time of being an A level student. But at the same time of thinking of getting rid of these kind of life, i quite miss it too... This is the place where i realize and know many things, where i learned to be alone, where i learned to be more strong.. and many other things.. and also, i really really hate the feeling of saying farewell to all of my friends.. and even sometimes, i miss the way all my teachers' lecturer.. hope i can have their lessons again..

sometimes, under comparison to others, im too far away from being a matured person. But i still like the way im now. In spite of this, at times, i asked myself, should i change? According to another friend, ya, i should.. to improve to a better person. But i think, i would remain some of the way i am now. Will this be a good thing? i still don't know yet, try first maybe.

6 something, another start of the day? Deep inside my mind, somehow, i wish, this midnight that i had many thoughts in my mind would never end..

Due to disconnection, now oni post...

2008-10-29T20:16:00.002+08:00

Finally, stay at home almost 3 days plus, but... again... can't really... sigh sigh.. dun say edi la. juz saw 1 of my friend tagged me in face book. first reaction was like.... "......................." second thought, revenge!!!!! Muahahaha!!

Then go to my top secret file in my computer to find all "soi soi" picture of this friend.. But then i only realize!!!! she dun hv any soi picture in my comp or phone!!!! But she got a load of my picture with her... sigh... Then stuck at face book... dunno how to tag ppl....swt swt... y face book hv to b so so so hard to play!!!!! roar!!!! beh song la!!!!!! but when i find back my secret file, i saw many of my friends photo, when we are still in semester 1 of college.. so nostalgic... so miss that time... but miss is miss.. i always know, it will never come back.. have to face with the future..

childish act

2008-10-07T22:02:00.006+08:00

Busy Busy Busy! erm... and plus internet line emo... =.= now even want on9 at hostel or load anime to watch also hv to wait wait wait!!! got abit of phobia edi la~~ and now cant even use bluetooth to send things to my comp!!!!! zzz... my comp got prob isit.... but hope it will recover by itself la...

today as usual again, go skul... but the unusual thing was.. class oni consist of ppl thet less than 13.... so many ppl skipping class.. but im the 1 of tat 13 students ^^ so hardworking rite? hehe~ but most of the teacher are dicussing or do revision oni.. oh ya! and today my immature, childish and "dai zek lou" physic teacher Mr Seo playing his hand phone game in class again, tis time is snake... =.= then i took a video of him playing games during class. Unluckily! he realize it!!! and for revenge purposes, he put 1 photo of me and my friend onto desktop back ground picture (in laboratory computer)which i don't know how to change it... every single time people log onto that computer, they are able to see my picture.... =.=''''''''

for the first time, i met a soo sooo sooo "childish" teacher like this.. hmm, i think i should use other word.. playful, ya! Like childrens! And this help me to prove 1 of my usual use theory, grown up not = mature and stil can be like a child! ^^ But its abit quite unbelieveable to get this kind of example from 1 of my teachers.. hehe. and also another crazy classmate, Park the korean! which is also older than me..

somehow, he seem like having animosity towards my dolls!!! my small dolls hanging on my hand phone, my big dolls and all the dolls that he saw, he will "hit", "smash" or "throw" them! and some of these causes injuries to my dolls.. so bad la.. T.T and whenever other people "attack" or "kacau" him, he will surely take revenge on them.. haha, and these makes many good pictures and videos in my phone as well as in my memory too =D

so sometime, dunno hv to smile or cry in front of these ppl. haha, till here first

abnormal..

2008-08-19T01:31:00.002+08:00

Wow, lately so so so so busy!!! totally forgot about blog already!! But luckily ying mention about "blog" in msn... too busy until no time to play, maple, blog, or even sleep?? (i didn't sleep for 10 hours in a row for a long time edi!!! >.<) but sometime i will still load some drama to watch.. if not, i will probably die of boringness =P

Just simply write about lately.. hmmm, i became abnormal already!! What do i mean by abnormal? erm.. it was something like... sleep in afternoon and wake up at midnight.. eat "dinner" in the midnight... super tired and take few hours of nap... you think that few hours of nap not abnormal enuf? mine sometimes will b 4 to 5hours leh.. tats y i wake in the midnight. sleep in the class while sitting and with eye open..haha! especially the last period of the day... felt cold when others saying it was hot... etc etc.. swt!!! i DUN WANT!!!!!!!!!! anyway, now became a midnight owl... but i want to be morning dragon!!! anyway, time to do home work liao... =.='''

miss u....

2008-08-06T01:55:00.005+08:00

Another day of not actually doing things and sleep most of the time, why i still can't change this kind of life style?? And im still sick since last week!! and exam is coming!!!! AGAIN!!!!!! Reli reli hate it, i wonder why A level exam schedule is so compact like a win rar-ed file.. so miss my secondary school life...

But say untill secondary school then got fire edi wor!!
heard frm fangwei that school will hv shelter from school
right up to school!! i mean.. school la!
For the sake of student's convenience!!! ok, nvm... then
summore got wireless all around the school!!!!
Why it has sooo sooo many improvement right after i graduated?!?!
and i still have to pay so many fees to school and getting nth in return! oh ya, i rememeber something too, got a new 5-storey building for classroom purposes was built right after the year i graduated too!!!! Why you just treat us so unfairly..... =.=

Anyway, today saw quite many pictures in my comp when i was still in sec school...
soo soo miss tat time! and this remind me that i din send some of my sec fren all of the photos, that we took 1 or 2 hours to take photos around the school b4 we graduate.. haha, tell me if u still dun hv it yet...

say till picture.. heres a picture that remind me about funs of having doggies. hehe, isn't it cute~~~ ^^ see its ears, feel the speed of it flying to u right in front of ur face~ But hoh, i wonder is the camera that the photographer taking is ok or not =D

fish = sick?

2008-07-31T01:13:00.000+08:00

today i just keep on coughing!!! and cough untill very tired... it has been a long time since my last coughing experience... the main cause was... fishy!!!!! the japanese food fishy that i bought on Tuesday nite for dinner!!!!! arrrrrhhhhh!!!!!!! today (Friday) didn't go to college for lessons too but i came back home instead.. yeah!! ^^ but the bad news was... my parent gonna sick too edi because of my body's strong flu and cough virus =.= its gonna 1 week edi since im sick... sigh sigh... why!!!! Why you want to choose this time to come to me!!!!!

last week was my first week that i staying at my hostel instead of coming back home... (i going back home every weekends before this) then, aft that... i got sick... =.= then i can predict.. what my parent would say..
"you see, 1 week there only then you oledi sick!"
say until i cant take care of myself at all... swt~ then peggy said, "1week didn't go back home then already home sick?!" =.=''' more more swt... im not a child leh~~ swt swt

anyway...oh ya, today went to pasar malam! accidentally =P, then bought snack @k@ keropok, sweets, bag, DVD~ and more ^^ so happy! but the sad thing is... my mom don't let me to eat the keropok.... But its not enough effort to stop me from eating~ >.< and accidentally again, i ate whole packet of the keropok. =D oh ya, people said that we cant eat chocolate when we are sick, is it? im not that sure, but.. erm, last but not least, again~ i ate 2 pieces of concentrated chocolate "accidentally".... but i did control myself! Actually, i wanted to eat ice cream some more... Hmm... ya, eventually, i controlled myself "successfully ^_^

well, my lecturer, @k@ Mr Seo said to me.. you didn't look like a person who sick... who said!? at least i have no appetite to eat lunch or dinner, and very tired until late for school, and sleep alot~ not like some of my college fren, Mr Conan @k@ Mr Khoo CD..

heard from his sister, when he was sick and being warded in hospital, he was like everyday sitting at sofa (i think) and watching Tv at hospital with his eyes open big-ly and round-ly... and also with the "hospital Glucose packet" hanging beside him... =.= so relax!!! and then eat the hospital's food with no appetite problem and finish all of the food everyday without leaving a single rice behind!! and do u believe that he was like a patient who have dengue and being warded due to serious condition?? and i heard that he got fever about 40degree and he was still able to be so "spirited" and so "normal"?! if me, i probably lying on bed whole day and staring at ppl who visit me in hospital with "half OPENED EYES"!! 1 word for him, pro!! oh ya, and god!! =3=

okok i think i would juz stop here.. rest rest!!! monday skul!!!!! oh no.... =( cough!!!!!! cough!!!!!! -.-lll

sigh sigh, but~ Movie Marathon, Ice Skating, Euro Cup.. Fun Fun Holiday mood! ^_^

2008-06-27T18:16:00.000+08:00

Arrrhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thats all in my mind now, i just feel wanna shout out loud!!
Holiday gonna come to an end, and the lecture notes tat i
had is very super incomplete!! Many things that i planned to do in
holiday seem like... half way done ONLY!! Oh my goodness!!!
Can i just go a seaside or somewhere where is suitable to shout?
Btw, i miss my lovely sea so much!!!!! T.T

Zzz.. Ok well, back to reality.. 4 more days of holiday, what should i do..
Hmmm.... too many things that hv to settle..
=.= Now im still in playing mode.. Lately went to mid to hv a
movie marathon with Peggy, my college fren
I still remember, when she first sms me, and ask me whether want to
hv movie marathon or not, i was like... huh? "marathon?
What movie was that, why i never heard before??" o.0 <-- innocent face That time, i thought "marathon" is 1 of the movie's title... And after that i only know... movie marathon means watch few movie in a row in 1 day... swt swt... So here we go! We went to movie marathon together! hehe~ And luckily, all of the movie that we chosen were all very nice and funny, lol!! There were..
Made Of Honor, The Incredible Hulk, and Kung Fu Panda~
and among all these, i like the made of honour the most^^
But kung fu panda also very nice, and hulk also quite nice,
juz like them all >.< hahaha! Hope that next time still can hv movie marathon with frens.

Another thing, my childhood frens gonna come and visit me Next week i think, asking him to go for ice skating, and surprisingly, he said "sure!" lol, never expect that he will agree so happily, and my college frens gonna plan for an out for ice skatin, hehe then i will have 2 days of going for ice skating!! So happy ^^ i hope i wont fall down this time =P i mean these 2 times, hehe~

Ystd, as usual, i cant sleep until 3 or 4 o'clock =.= [hope i can change this life style before school reopen...] So i play maple with Avril Tee(college fren) until 2.45am.. LoL, ya, im kind of crazy, but i just can't change it even though i lie on beds for hours before i can sleep at 3 or 4 o'clock.. So~ just make use of this time instead! hehe~ Aft asking me to switch on ntv7, we just concentrate on Euro Cup.. And i hate 1 of the countries players! They were so rude!!! Keep making ppl falling down and pushing ppl! Arhhh! and luckily, my favourite team win!!! lalalala~~ and now, looking forward for the final game, but i think i cant watch it as the next day will b my school reopen day T.T sigh, well, see first la :P kind of like to watch football now, haha ^^ omg, another long blog~ haha, hope it wont be too busy after school reopen XD

2008-06-20T02:36:00.000+08:00

lol, take frm kodomo no omocha episode 61 part 1..
"because u want to escape, tats why! its not gd to do so,
if u hv worries, then worry all the way"!

"and this is frm ur mother, whenever i hv problems,
i write them down to release the stress"

"the harder u try to forget, the more the problems
get stuck in ur head and u cant forget it!"

"Tats y u need to face them and stand up to them"

"worry to the maximum. use ur own ability to turns
the worries into strengths."

Haha, tats wats i think is useful when u face with problems ^^
so actually, u can solve everything if u really face with them..
mayb... =) but first, u hv to face them first.. yaya...

sigh sigh, i cant find some of the episode of kodomo no omocha!!!
ROAR!!! anyway, continue watching~~~ XD

wow, time flies..

2008-05-21T03:46:00.000+08:00

wow~ times really flies, it has been almost 2 years i didn't touch my blog~ still remember the first time i created this blog.. i was like.. huh? y i cant post anything in my blog?? well, it seem like i didn't go and find out the answer and ending with ignoring tis blog. well, after coming back then i only know what's the problem i facing that time.. i saved it into draft... ok, at least i know it at last? =)

as lately is my final exam, i should be very very busy but now.. i am lightening midnight oil for surfing on the net? =.= nth to say but i think i am just running away from facts..
is it ok? i just wan to run away from studying!!! i should not return to my home.. i should stay in hostel in stead for the sack of studying.. never mind, i will b going back to hostel tomorrow either.. math 1... Thursday..

for some reason im quite happy plus down today.. "sai co"? no? upset-->for sure is not study for exam..happy? ^^ i found an anime website to watch all my favourite anime kodomo no omocha aka kodocha, plus, i manage to realise a anime downloading website from my friend, i mean god of anime.. XD he is totally god in all these anime thingy, sure next time i will make him in trouble when i ask him all the thing i dunno bout anime and comp.. kakaka~~ ops!! no evil smile!! lalala~~~ (children singing tone~) ^_^ i think thats all for now first, as now already 4.06am?i wan watch some anime before go to sleep ^^ crazy?? nah~~~ it is just a type of stress release for me~ =P *~Vien~* 4.07am 21May08

hope can see la

2006-06-04T00:55:00.000+08:00

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